My Hidden Circles.

Hello again! =)

2011-10-30T13:49:00.004+08:00

Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it has been so long! So long already I've forgotten my password and has to set a new one hihi. I miss writing, really. But I'm so bad in managing my time. Konon2 busy but to be honest malassssss yang amat nak update. Been married, adapting myself as a wife and then got pregnant haha. Gave birth to one most beautiful creature created by Allah, and now I'm too too occupied and busy raising, taking care of, educating and moulding this little princess of mine.

So yeah, introducing my one and only (at the moment) sunshine, little entertainer!

Name : Sophie Nadine Bt Hasrul Zailan
Age : She just turned 9 months today! Alhamdulillah! :)

Her latest pic taken a few days ago! :) She's growing so fast!

Di Manakan Ku Cari Ganti =)

2010-10-17T13:06:00.001+08:00

An awesome tribute to P.Ramlee. Enjoy the clip!

Rindu.

2010-04-22T16:41:00.005+08:00

Yeahhhhhhh helllooooo world! :D Baru perasan last post on April fool. Teruk nie performance. Orang yang kerja balik malam pun sempat update. I balik kerja tengahari lagi liat. Hehe. There's so much to tell, as usual. But let's take baby steps ok? Post Phuket belum update. Post birthday belum update (awww, I'm an April baby!), post exam, post bersuka suki. Kira memang banyaklah. Hehe. Tapi itulah, I'm getting sick with blogging. Hari2 bloghopping. Tapi diri sendiri kalau nak update, ya Allah. But one thing for sure, I have fun reading people's blogs everyday. In fact, I keep waiting for some bloggers to update their latest stories. =D

Anyway, mungkin I akan tulis a few posts sekali harung. I just woke up, and it felt so good getting to sleep during rainy hours ina bloody comfy duvet. So cool, I tell you. Haha. Well, like some I had my exam weeks too and it was last two weeks. I dread exam and I guess everyone does kan? Bosaannnnn lah ai. Dah tua2 exam lagi. Tapi bila dipikirkan, untuk masa depan gak. I, kalau nak berniaga memang bakat zero, jadi ngajar jelah dah itu bakat yang dianugerahkan kan? Hehe.

Ah, back to the story. Imagine how sucks it is when you have your first paper on your birthday? Tell me tell me baby. Coz I went through that. When the clock stroke 12midnight, I was piled up with papers, notes and books in my pyjamas. THAT SUCKS BIG TIME OK SUMPAH TAK TIPU. But I've got my sweetest man on earth. I didn't expect him to do anything as I already groaned and whined at him about having exam on my birthday. Cuma dah cakap habis exam, kita harus celebrate bagai ok since this is my first year celebrating it as a wife. Haha, I gedik. I was memorizing my notes and almost falling asleep when he came with my all time fav pecan butterscotch white chocolate cake from SR and a red rose and a card. Ololololo :D Chomel dia. Terus rasa terharu capai jacket rempit snap2 gambar, dapat birthday kiss, makan cake sesuap dua, sambung belajar. Tsk. Memang sedih haha. Malam tu ingat lagi berhempas pulas study sampai pagi then lepas subuh gerak pi UTM jawab exam. Balik, ganti tidur sampai bengkak mata. Haha. That night, we went out for a dinner at Gianni's, one of the best Italian restaurants in JB sedappppp. I had fun and we talked and talked and talked =) Dan saya dapat hadiah birthday BB ehem ehem. Seronoks! Thanks yayang for the Bebe. I love you like nobody's business and I'm blessed to marry you.

Mari2 tengok gambar2 yang tak seberapa.

Tengok rose tu, dah layu sedih kan? Dia beli dari tengahari malam kasi I dah rupa gituuuu :(

I love you too baby =)

Awww, I'm berry much touched!

Tengok tengok, hanya dapat pakai jacket rempit lah.

My super sedap dinner! Amik dua tiga gambar terus battery kaput. Sheeesh.

Ah wait, I made two lambchops ehem*cough* ehem cubaan pertama nie ok. Gravy dia nampak pelik sikit tapi dia kata sedaaaapppppp! Hehe. I made the lambchops for the dinner sebab dah frust exam time birthday so 1 week before birthday gedik buat lambchop. Bravo bravo! =D But memang sedap lah. Haha.

Post B&B Wedding Bazaar.

2010-04-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

Eceyh. Title ngalahkan organizer you. Haha. Anyway, suka hatilah kan. I pi mestilah I nak bagi feedback haha. Well well well, kudos to the pretty ladies who managed to gather a huge bunch of new faces; pengantin baru, pengantin basi haha, bakal pengantin, bakal mummy and daddy. The event sangat chomel seeing the fact that I could see yang bawak baby gorjes2, yang bawak partner jalan tengok2 booth wedding dengan muka bersungguh! Ah, and to see those famous ones in real life, they are pretty! Gambar ada dalam camera sahabat kesayangan I. Camera I guna tangkap gambaq syok sendiri dekat booth hehe. Jadi, sila baca entri dengan tekun tanpa rasa boring sebab tak warna warni :D

Anyway, I went there to help my bestie selling tudungs. It's her first experience selling off her tudung in public. Selalu online. So, she was bloody nervous and dint know what to do except saying 'Babe, we'll be fine right tomorrow?' and dragging me to find stuffs to prepare for the bazaar lah kan. She's gonna start her online business officially soon, and since I won't be able to be there for her all the time sebab I kat Johor yang membencikan nie jadi I thought of giving her my moral support and kaseh sayang lah haha. Ok, I know it sounds corny. But whatever. I forced her to do some promo untuk booth dia. All we could do is to put up an entry in our blogs and also Facebook notes. It was less than 24hours before the event so we didn't expect that it was a good promo anyway. Tapi I decided to write it jugak sebab hey, at least we've tried kan?

Tapi, I tak sangka. Ada pulak manusia yang I rasa memang busuk hati or busuk perut or sakit mata tak boleh tengok benda2 best macam nie, kutuk macam2 cakap vendor pun tak tutup aurat, macam mana orang nak beli, dah tak pakai tudung buat apa jual tudung bla bla yada yada. Omg. I was sumpah terkejut. Like omg. I was just helping out my bestfriend. And she wears tudung ok. Macam dah takda keja lain agaknya. Dia pun kena sekali. I mean, get a life or something ok. Sah2 nya jual tudung dapat pahala kot. Orang yang beli pastu pakai kita dapat pahala kan. Benda baik kenapa maw buruk2 kan? Ok, I tak pakai. That's my business with God. Kalau kau pakai lepas tu nasihat aku takpe jugak nie kau pakai sexy terbuka sana sini lepas tu buat statement tak tahan memang mak marah lah kan. I'm married. InsyaAllah, one fine day I akan pakai. Mula2, I cuba suruh Lynda calm down tapi lama2 I yang hangin satu badan. God. Jahatnya kau. Hahah. But in the end, we both laughed like mad women thinking that the person must have wrecked-brain or perhaps she was just so jealous knowing that we are both happily married and she's not. Mulalah I buat eknyataan laser Azwan Ali kan. Haaa. And hey, at least we managed to make sales ok. A good one. And sekarang, customer sudah sangat ramai. Tulah tulah. Rezeki Tuhan bagi. Siap ada yang message I kat Facebook ingat I yang jual tudung nak beli. Haaa amik kau amik. I tak pakai pun orang nak beli k. So lovelies, if you're interested to buy, send Lynda a message ok : razilynda@yahoo.com

Semua tudung dia cantik2. I tak pandai la buat promo. Tapi betul lawa2. Try ok!

Oh, Diah - you so have the talent to be puan pengarah hehe! Sempat juga borak kejap dengan Anil yang banyak cakap tak berhenti dan sangat chomel, Azi(Nariko) with her humongous pretty tummy, Ashylla yang sweet and ramai lagi. Glad to see new faces and make friends! Hope to see you guys again!

Must Watch!

2010-03-31T10:43:00.002+08:00

Oh! Harus pergi tengok sebab I sampai nanges2 baca buku dia time sekolah!Lynda kesayangan, mari2!

To Poppy With Love.

2010-03-31T09:46:00.003+08:00

Hi People! Kali nie I nak tulis pasal wedding bestfriend I si Poppy =) Dia kahwin 26 February. Yeeeee, dah outdated tapi hey mereka masih di fasa honeymoon so why not kan? Hehe :D Anyway, Pops has been my bestfriend for a few years already. She has been there for me through my ups and downs, giving me snaps on the face whenever I'm overreacted and never fails to give me big hugs whenever I'm super down. Jadi, harus I rasa bangga ada bestfriend macam nie bukan?

Anyway, theme dia pink and apple green. She loves the combination so regardless jejaka kesayangan cakap warna macam katak pisang pun, dia tetap bangga dengan pilihan warna dia. And it turned out she looked awesome in her wedding dress, undoubtedly =) She has a big family and relatives saja dah penuhkan masjid masa nikah hihi. They cooperated so well to make her wedding sail smoothly. She had 10 huge tents for the reception, mind you. Ten ok. Itupun, masih ada orang kena tunggu queue nak duduk. The guests were flooded all over! Meriah gila tau. And, she chose to feed us with lauk kampung! No nasi minyak and such. But instead kami makan masak lemak ikan patin, ikan masin, sambal belacan, ayam goreng, ulam2, sayur lemak pucuk paku, udang and semua kuih2 traditional which I couldn't stop eating haha! Poppy, house warming, jangan lupe yeeeeeeeeee =)

I'm so glad that she finally settled down for good and married to one crazy man haha. I love you and Paiez so much Poppy!

Tilu Tilu.

2010-03-30T19:29:00.001+08:00

Don't you think Yusry KRU is brilliant to produce this cute video? :D

I love it. I really do.

Hit Our Booth at B&B Gath! - Tiara Busana Muslimah.

2010-03-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

Hey lovelies! Are you excited for tomorrow's event? I bet you guys already are coz we are bloody thrilled and looking forward to tomorrow! Haha! I'll be at The Zon as a co-vendor with my awesome bestie! We are selling gorgeous tudungs with affordable price of course! Feel free to hit our booth tomorrow ok. Besides saying hello to us, you guys are welcome to feast your eyes on the new collection of tudungs. Pakai tudung pun boleh vogue ok! =D I've uploaded a few piccies of some tudungs that we are selling tomorrow. We have tonnes of them. Mari2!

Looking forward to see new pretty faces tomorrow! If you happen to see two crazy ladies, please say hi ya! We don't bite! Hehe :D

For more info about the event, please visit the organizers' blogs darlings! Diah, Anil, or Amy. And and and, this humble event welcomes everyone! Don't miss it people!

campur - campur.

2010-03-24T18:44:00.003+08:00

Ok. Sebelum I merapu dalam blog tersayang, mari I sebok update pasal hawt event which will be held this weekend and and and, which will be attended by hawtsies! Awwww. Aisey. Hebat tak promo I? ;D Oklah, nie official B&B ads ok. Awesome kan. Karya jejaka tersayang Pn Amy! Anyway, I'll be there as well! Yayy! PTA Meeting postponed! Friday ada sambutan apa taktau di sekolah jadi I cuti weeehuuuu! *Ok,banyak sangat exclamation mark. Hehe. I'm excited you seeeeeee =D I've got my plane tix already *Lynda perempuan kesayangan, I'll update you soon ok?. Yang tak best, jejaka tersayang I tak dapat ikut sebab beliau akan ke Spore ada presentation dengan bos. Tsk. Sob sob. So, we'll be separated this weekend :( Sampai hati you yayang haha. Tapi it's ok, dia sudah janji nanti bawa I pi tempat nie. I tak mampu lagi nak pi Universal Studios kat Japan or States, jadi Spore pon jadilah =)

So ladies, jumpa di The Zon ok? If you happen to bump into one chubby lady with messy hair yang asyik sengih ja tu, do say Hello ok? She'll be with her super bestie tau. Yang tinggi dan hawt. :D

Anyway, I sebenarnya masih dalam mood honeymoon selepas pulang dari Phuket! Heeeee! Tapi, I sekarang perlu completekan assignment I yang akan disubmit esok dan kemudian hurray! Jadi, cuci mata tengok gambar2 yang tak seberapa nie dulu =)

Oh My Gucci!

2010-03-17T08:24:00.005+08:00

Omg. I tau I dah lama abaikan you. Don't blame me. Blame my lazy hormones that have been living in my body too long already. Hehe. Welcome March. Ok, I know I know. Dah lebih separuh bulan gedik cakap welcome March. I don't treat you good enough kan March? Tsk. Workload tak banyak sangat pun. In fact, dah mula kurang. Assignments dah banyak submit. Tinggal final exam which I dread soo much. Tapi hormon pemalas menjadi2. Tapi I selalu bloghop! And oohhhh ada wedding gathering organized by these pretty trio! Diah, Anil, and Amy. Comel betul mereka boleh buat wedding bazaar. Too bad I tak bolh join sebab ada Parent-Teacher Meeting Boooooooooooo! Kalaulah boleh ponteng. Huuuuuuuuuu =D Boleh I jumpa buat kawan baru. Eceyh.

Anyway, I have so much to tell in so little time! I haven't posted my bestfriend Poppy's wedding last 2 weeks. Tengookkkkkkkkk dah basi dia dah selamat pi honeymoon pun :( Sorry Poppy. Aktiviti2 gila I bersama perempuan2 kesayangan yang I bet korang taknak baca tapi I excited nak post hehe. Banyak sebenarnya. Tapi biasalah, sekarang penyakit malas kronik tu dah stable sket. I curi masa buat entry nie haha.

Sekarang I kena pi mandi siap2 ada appointment dengan lecturer terchenta Prof Khairi kemudian kena berkejar pi cari barang2. Haih. I patutnya dah ada rasa excited tapi belum datang lagi rasa tu sebab berdebar2 takut tak sempattttttttttt. I'm flying to Phuket with hubster tomorrow at 12:45p.m. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! =D Anil, entri kamu pasal Phuket I baca banyak kali tau. Hope it helps. Hee!

CNY Short Break.

2010-02-19T12:31:00.008+08:00

Hello hellooooooo =)

Arrived JB on Tuesday night though my holidays are until this Sunday. Sob sob terpaksa ikut hubby balik sebab beliau kerja. Memang tak puas balik kampung 4 hari mana cukupppppppppppp ;p ok, I dah over.

We purposely canceled our trip to Kelantan and Terengganu due to a few reasons; cuaca yang teramat panas buat kami rasa dreadful nak travel jauh2, banyak lagi makanan awesome di Alor Setar tak sempat makan, tengok muka parents terchenta tak puas jadi kesimpulannya we agreed tak payah p mana2 dok umah ja tambah kilo haha.

Anyway, I'm glad that we canceled the trip coz I got to see my loved ones and do some quick catch-ups with them! Friday night, sempat berjumpa dengan sahabat sejati yang makin prosperous selepas kawen hehe. Been missing her like muchos. Jadi walaupun dapat berjumpa sejam setengah di Pappa Rich dan bergosip di tepi jalan macam org kongsi gelap, terubat rindu haha. Next week bakal ketemu lagi untuk wedding perempuan kesayangan saya. Awwww! Cant wait lah.

Byk gambar sebenarnya tapi tak dibenarkan upload ni kalau dia tau nie pasti I kena tibai haha. Beliau sedang melalui fasa prosperous. ;p I cinta you babe hiks.

Muka kami yang sentiasa kelaparan untuk jalan2 cari makan ;p

The next day, si suami bayar balik tidur padahal I pun drive juga dia pula tidur lebih2 haha. I dah set date dengan sahabat dari zaman hingusan untuk visit our fav mommy who just gave birth to a sweet lil bun, Alia Batrisyia. The day before, mami I yang sedang bertugas p melawat wad bersalin bumped into Anis on the wheelchair terus call I cakap kawan I nie dah masuk bilik bersalin semua jadi apa lagi I excited set date nak visit baby yang berusia sehari eeeeeeee geram geram comey yang amattttttttttt. Then, bergosip secepat yang mungkin sebab banyak lagi aktiviti yang dirancang bersama suami; salah satunya makan kuey teow kerang terbaik di Iman. I tell you, datang Alor Star kalau tak try nie, rugi yang amat. Sedap bangettt ok. Gambar I tak sempat amik sebab kebulur sangat dah ngeh ngeh.

Perempuan inilah yang I drag ke hospital heee.

Indahkan ciptaan Tuhan.

Amik berkat aicecehh ;p

Hari Ahad, we attended Ashylla's a.k.a Hiddenwing's wedding in Bertam. The food was awesome! Nasi pun dah ada banyak jenis, ada tapai, ABC, teh tarik yang sedap!, laksa and etc. Pelamin sweet sangat, and dia pun guna lanternnnnnnn! She's bubbly and kurussss, hehe. Sempat say Hi to Qistin from Q&A. Nasib baik dia tegur haha dengan I yang rabun and suka jalan menonong nie memang tak kenal. And she happened to be my friend's housemate and sister to hubby's friend. Kecik betol dunia! Sayang tak sempat amik gambar kan? Anyway, congratulations Ashylla! Too bad I cant make it to the reception in KL. If not, boleh jumpa familiar faces yg lain kan? Hope tomorrow's reception will go pretty and smooth sailing! Enjoy these few piccies ya kawan2!

Muka I mesti jadi poser dulu haha!

Orchids! Menarik kan?

I likeeeeee!

Chomel.

Congrats again darling! =)

Ya Allah.

2010-02-11T08:55:00.004+08:00

Read THIS. It's really frustrating. Sedih betul. I couldn't help but cry when I saw this lil bun's pic. Tergamak orang buat macam nie kan? Ada orang yang kahwin bertahun2 tak dapat anak, kau Allah bagi baby buat sampai macam nie. It has been three days in a row bodies of newborn babies found. Sangat celaka orang2 yang buat benda macam nie. Moga2 mereka yang tiada hati perut nie hidup susah dunia akhirat. Dear God, if one day You grant me a miracle in my oven, please make me a good mom with a big heart ok? Amin.

Welcome back holidays, I've been missing you.

2010-02-10T20:32:00.005+08:00

OMAIGOD I'M BELADI EXCITED AND ECSTATIC BECAUSE HOLIDAYS ARE COMINGGGGGGGGG! ;D

Friday, right after the hubster is back from work, we'll be driving back to Kedah. Yayy! And Monday, we'll be heading to Kelantan for 2 days to visit my pet sister and the family I so miss the little Humaira and after that continuing our journey to Terengganu to visit my grandparents! Awwwwwwww, I'm so overjoyed because finallayyy dapat jumpa orang - orang tersayang. Hubster teruja though he doesn't get the Terengganu dialect haha. I can't wait to see my dad and momster. Woahhh they bought me tons of my fav chocs from Langkawi.

But but but, before heading back to hometown, I'll be dropping by in Cyberjaya to meet my bestest bestie kesayangan si Lynda! Yayyy, there's so much to tell her. And there's so much to hear from her about the latest honeymoon! Imagine perempuan nie boleh tinggal handphone di Krabi and sejak pindah rumah baru, internet belum ada. Ya Allah, macam tinggal dalam jungle pulak. Isk. Nasib baik, hubby dia ada handphone. Kalau tak kami memang terputus hubungan. Babe, get a phone quick. I don't mind about the internet. But living without a phone? That's a no-no for our distance ok. It's so hard to see her nowadays sejak kawen kena tunggu suami free dan cuti baru dapat pergi KL. Dulu, kalau rindu asal weekend boleh pergi KL. Dulu zaman anak dara, rasa rindu nak makan air tangan ibu, tiap2 minggu balik biar pun 2 hari. Sekarang, kena tunggu chenta hati dapat cuti baru boleh plan mau pergi mana. Isk. Pengorbanan besar sungguh nie =p

Missing this chicka muchosmuchos.

Mungkin boleh drag perempuan kesayangan seorang lagi untuk gossip hebat =p

A Long Post to Farewell January.

2010-02-10T09:46:00.007+08:00

Warning, I've uploaded tons of mushy piccies. If you feel like throwing up, feel free to leave the page ok? ;p

This is an outdated post actually. I hate the fact that I can't be consistent in updating my beloved blog. Ergh. Anyway, since this week is coming to an end and since I'm gonna have a week off, I've decided to put the workload aside to enjoy my short break this CNY! Awww, come quick baby! I can't wait to indulge myself with super scrumptious food, and endless chitchats with my parents and siblings! =)

Anyway, hubby read my blog *ehem* and decided to bring me to Genting during Thaipusam. Yayy! I was beladi excited ok. I don't really fancy rides. But I've been to Movie World which has the scariest Superman ride, Dreamworld which has all the scary rides and Sea World with those crazy rides that make you all wet. And I think it's such a waste if you don't try the rides when you pay for the expensive tickets, kan. So, when we reached Genting, despite how I dreaded to try all the rides, I still did. Haha. Takkan bayar RM44, nak makan angin sejuk sepoi2 je kan? Jadi, hubby paksa I try rides yang konon2 scary nyehehe. We only went exploring the outdoor park sebab indoor banyak rides budak2 yang I dah try dengan perempuan kesayangan, Lynda.
Come come feast your eyes tengok gambar perasan I ok? I wanted to buy those piccies taken masa naik rides tu. Tapi muka I macam kucing hodoh tersepit and hubby muka cool senyum terus tak jadi beli. Hubster asyik paksa nak beli gambar2 tu konon boleh frame and letak kat rumah tapi I tak sanggup orang tengok muka I macam nak tercabut kepala. Ngeh.

Teruja kan muka I hehe. Abaikan mata I yang sembap dan eyebag yang hodoh akibat dari tidur yang kurang. Please bagitau I macam mana nak hilangkan eyebags :(

Getting rid of my much loved paparazzi ;) Dia suka candid gambar I walaupun hakikatnya I tak fotogenik langsung. Ergh.

Nampak muka jejaka idaman yang cuak? ;p

Eheeeee =)

Ada gaya archer? ;p

Hasil tembakan kami yang lintang pukang. Ngeh ngeh.
Nie konon2 nak try bagi dapat teddy bear yang gabak2 gantung tapi usaha beliau gagal. Haih. Next time bebi, next time ok?

Ok, I tak ikhlas gila naik ride corkscrew nie. Dah lama tak pusing, rasa nak muntah hijau lepas naik. Siku pun lebam. Isk.

We went out from the theme park at 3. Mind you, kami dah berada di Genting dari pukul 8 pg. Semangat you. Haha. jadi, pukul 2 tu I dah macam sayur and basah sebab naik water rides. So, I dragged him balik. Rushed to pick my bestie, Tash sebab dah janji nak dating. Awwww, we had so much to update in so little time. Tapi managed sampaikan semua gosip terhangat jengjengjeng kepada beliau and listened to her latest gosses! Love you bebe. And looking forward to see you again ok?

Pretty bukan dia? Single lagi. Jadi, kalau nak berkenalan boleh aja dong! ;p Haha.

The next day, suami melayan perangai mengidam I tak habis2 makan Ayam Pop dekat Restoran Sari Ratu. Pukul 11 pg dah terpacak depan restoran nie. Kawan2, cuba makan Ayam Pop nie. Sumpah lazat ok.

And sebelum bergerak pulang ke JB, *sobsob* I dropped by jumpa perempuan kesayangan yang akan jadi isteri orang 2 minggu lagi awwwww can't wait baby! After convincing her that her dress is gorjes and everything is fine, dah peluk cium dan pesan suruh dia control makan haha dan tidur cukup, I pun pulang ke negeri mencari rezeki. Haih. *My trip to KL was incomplete since I didn't get to see my bestie, Lynda yang selalunya punya habit mengidam macam I sebab perempuan ini sedang bercanda di Krabi bersama jejaka idaman beliau. Tsk.

Hope February treats me well. And I have a few weddings to attend. Ashylla a.k.a Hiddenwing, I'm sure coming to your wedding on V-Day. Your wedding card is gorjes! Good luck ok? My heartiest congratulations to AmyMizzunderstood (I've been reading her blog since her wed ticker showed 'another 1 year and bla bla' and now tinggal few days je lagi!Congrats Amy!) and other February brides, congratulations ya! May your marriage is blessed by God's unconditional love! =) Amin.

Men Vs. Women

2010-02-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

Watch this. It's funny but true indeed =D

Hey Superhero.

2010-01-24T17:36:00.007+08:00

Hubby flew off to KL a few hours ago :( Malam nie I tidur tiada bolster yang best :( Dia baru tinggal berapa jam I dah meroyan tatau nak buat apa kat rumah walaupun hakikatnya I ada submission assignment yang I belum mula thank you. My mind can't focus. I miss him already. And I never hated Sunday before but now I do. This is the worst Sunday ever and that is because my sunshine is away :( ** Okay banyak pulak emoticon sedih.

Kalau dipikirkan, Diah lagi patut sedih sebab 6 bulan jauh dari hubby. Jasmin yang jadi weekend wife. Lynda yang kadang2 kena tinggal berhari2 sebab hubby meeting abroad. Tapi I kena tinggal sekejap and cuma pergi KL dah serupa orang tak betul. Tak baik kan. Kena bersabar. :( Some people say mengada la tu. Tapi, get married first and you'll know how painful it is to be parted from your other half. Macam sebelah badan gone tau tak? Kalau taktau jgn pandai2 cakap orang mengada eventhough I tau I mengada haha.

Baby, if you're not busy and if you get to read this, come back quick ok. Jangan tinggal I lama2. Buat apa beli queen bed kalau biar I tidur sorang2 :( I miss you terribly. Jadi I akan put up banyak gambar so that you pun rindu and balik cepat.

The pictures were taken at his cousin's wedding at Dewan Tabung Haji, Penang. Gorjes kan the bride and the groom? Sama padan betul. Mereka pulang ke Malaysia untuk kawen sebab dua2 kerja di Melbourne. Kalau tengok dekat2 perasan tak my hubby's chin cam melecur? Tu semua angkara I laa buat onar. Memang bukan calon isteri yang bagus. Seumur hidup tak penah buat coffee. Jadi bila kawen and coffee is his daily dosage, I cuba buat and first time buat guna air panas semua dia minum dengan lahap habis mulut melecur. Kesian kan. Mak I tengok terus rasa nak tibai I. Ngeh. Tapi sekarang sudah expert buat kopi ok. Bukan yang 3in1.

Nie di Sunway mengidam nak makan Ole-ole Bali and makan sampai perut bloated hehe. Kesan melecur yang makin obvious after a few days. Tsk. I asyik paksa dia amik gambar sebab self esteem dia low gila sebab dagu melecur.

Baby, your fav pics! Nie a few days after I cut my hair. Ergh. I dreaded my new hair tapi dia lah satu2nya yang asyik cakap cantik rambut you macam nie baru style. Erk. I look like orang sakai. Sekarang rambut dah makin panjang lagi lah messy. Wedding bestfriend I dah dekat. I'm thinking of getting a new hairdo. Perlu nampak fabulous ok. Haha.

Sayang, I tau you pergi mencari rezeki. So I akan tunggu you balik. In the mean time, I'll occupy myself with assignments and readings for my quiz. Come back coz you've promised me awesome treats after assignments submission. Thaipusam is coming soon. And that means a short hols for us. And that also means we can have a short getaway kan? Balik ok? :( Sebab I dah mengidam. Bukan pregnant. Mengidam sebab nak gemuk lagi. Ngeh.

You know how I love eating this like nobody's business right. Especially kat TGI. Nyums.

Ayam pop kat Restoran Sari Ratu yang buat I crave like a pregnant woman.

Nie fav kita. Though kita dah janji nak diet tapi sekali sekala apa salahnya kan kan? ;p

Sepanjang umur hidup I, hanya sekali I sampai di sini dengan bestfriend I, Lynda. Main macam orang jakun. Thaipusam nie, you bawak I kita main semua rides ok?

I miss you. Okay, dah banyak kali cakap. I know you get that. ;)

Awww, baby you're hot.

2010-01-21T01:34:00.003+08:00

I love this version sebab ada si Luna Maya yang hawt.

Come Sunday and I'll be left alone. Hubby will be off to KL for few days. When he told me the news, I wasn't ready to hear that. It broke my heart. It's pretty hard to realize that Sunday is just few days to go. Half of me don't want him to go. Tapi rezeki Tuhan yang bagi bukan? Kalau tak bersyukur nanti Tuhan tarik balik. God, give us good news ok? Give what's best for us. I know You'll never disappoint us, God. Amin.

I hate to feel so messed up when assignments submission and quizzes are piled up. I can't wait to see my TashTash this weekend. Perhaps, she can make me feel better again :(

* I sekarang sedang tertekan sebab kena stay up untuk assignment 12 pages dan I baru masuk page 4 erghh hubby is sleeping soundly pffftttt! Sudah banyak hari tidur tak tentu arah sebab itulah saya dah tak upload gambar terbaru. I have panda eyes already :( Dengan rambut baru yang messy, badan yang semakin macam belon, saya sedar diri.

Breaking breaking down.

2010-01-13T14:53:00.004+08:00

I'm breaking down. I'm drained and hell frustrated. The first week was hectic. Coping up with campus, married and working life which come together. Hubby keeps telling that I'll manage soon. And how soon is soon? Ergh. The third day of this second week - I'm already feeling like a mad cow. The married life is good, hehe. That's the only thing I enjoy myself goin through it. Campus life. Oh well, who likes assignments, quizzes and exams anyway? ;p But I'm coping with it pretty well. My fav girls in campus and myself are playful in class. We also find ways and time to have fun. But God never fails to save us from drowning due to endless chitchats and gossips and stupid plans to hav fun *ehemm* Hope He always will =)

Work - disastrous I shall say. Some obnoxious fellas just think by having this term called seniority they can dump everything on you stu*cough*pid*cough*ass*hole*cough. Blame my hormones. I've started to become cranky already. Sheeesh. And having three days of classes at UTM from 4 to 7 and two days to train my netball team at school, 30 periods of teaching which always make my feet shaking and my tummy growling, being the class teacher of those intelligent kids who won't stop talking, being the Panel Head of English who has to prepare the exam papers and worksheet for Yr 6 every week - tell me how could I not break down after getting a 'new' extra workload which is not related to me at all and the filing is horrendous I tell you! Kena siap file gemuk2. Time nie serious I rasa I perlu berguru dengan kerani2 yang memang hebat bab2 filing nie.

I malas nanti I maki hamun di sini, semua orang lari tak mau baca blog I lagi. Okay, I dah rasa ok sikit. I miss updating what I do recently and I miss reading you people's blogs. Tapi otak I dah lembik dan tak berfungsi after 8pm. I akan tidur ternganga haha sambil si suami mithali I sapu minyak dekat kaki *ya I memang mcm org tua sakit osteoporosis* Sumpah letih. Mungkin I perlu ambil jamu atau minum kacip fatimah pula lepas nie. Ergh. Kawan2, bagi I idea macam mana nak bagi body I kuat dan cergas dan sehat? I've started to feel like a rotten vege already :(

Come baby come!

2009-12-31T21:02:00.004+08:00

Just had dinner bersama suami terchenta hasil air tangan I of course. Hiks. Hanya beberapa jam saja lagi Tahun 2010 akan datang. Suami awal2 lagi dah cakap celebrate di rumah saja depan TV tengok team Arsenal yang beliau puja lawan dengan team lembik jadi sudah pasti akan menang kan. Isk. Kejap lagi mungkin akan bawa I keluar jalan2 untuk makan favourite ice cream. Adoilaa. Sejak kawen nie, beliau memang liat mau keluar rumah. Lain dengan I yang memang kaki jalan haha. Johor tak ada istilah cuti umum untuk New year. Tapi tempat kerja suami mmg suka bersosial haha jadi beliau cuti esok I kena pergi meeting Jentera UPSR wtf wtf. Sabar jelah. Bila tahun baru nak masuk, I pun gediklah buat new year resolution ewahh.

Sudah lama bercita2 mahu mendapatkan buku cerita dari author yang awesome ini. I didn't read many books this year. Only P/S: I Love You and Thank You for the Memories. And both were amazingly great. Read and you'll know how wonderful Ahern is. I hope I can read more books in 2010. Not those Academic journals and articles. Ngeh. Those are not included of course. I mean reading for leisure. Siapa mahu hadiahkan I buku ini? I cari di MPH sini tak jumpa.

Bila status dah bertukar, pekerjaan pun dah tukar jadi tukang masak. Nyehehe. Sebelum nie I memang tak suka masak. Eh bukan, cuma tak pandai jadi the urge to cook memang harapan lah. Tapi bila kawen, automatically sedar diri yang kalau nak mengorat suami perlu mula dari perut beliau. Betulkah? Lepas kawen, I cuba masak dinner setiap malam. Suami suka lauk yang simple tapi simple pun I terkedek2 masak. Call org sana sini. Google macam2. Mujur dia tak banyak complaint. I hope 2010 nanti I akan jadi tukang masak yang hebat. Cakap saja apa mau makan, siaappppp! Haha.

Dari sekolah rendah, cita2 I hanya satu. Mau jadi macam makcik I yang sekarang seorang Prof dan berjaya mendidik anak2 jadi brilliant! Masih ingat betapa beliau terkejar2 mengurus anak2 sambil belajar dan kerja, urus suami yang asyik travel abroad. I teringin amat jadi macam beliau sampai lah I sendiri sambung belajar baru I tau peritnya hidup. I'm exaggerating already ;p Tapi sungguh, kerja sambil belajar sambil urus rumah tangga memang memenatkan. Ni belum ada baby. Tapi I percaya semua tu akan terbayar satu hari nanti. I pun tak pasti bila I akan habis masters degree nie. Terkedek2 nak habiskan setiap semester. Tapi bila result memberangsangkan I jadi semangat. Alhamdulillah, moga Tuhan permudahkan semuanya. Amin =)

Harapan yang satu ini memang sukar betul nak realisasikan OMG my BM is bloody good! Haha. Setiap kali berazam, ada saja makanan2 yang membuat saya kecur air liur. Heee. Hubby tak habis2 goda dengan makanan2 yang lazat. Jadi macam mana? Esok dah 2010. Perlu lebih kuat tahan nafsu dan makan makanan *ehem* berkhasiat sahaja *ehem*.

Dan yang paling ultimate sudah pasti mau satu family yang happy! I mahu jadi isteri mithali dan ibu pada anak2 yang gorjes dan hebat. Amin. I mahu buat family happy. Biar tak kaya raya pakai Ferrari tak ada rumah 3 tingkat asal cukup makan pakai, pelajaran dan yang paling penting adab dan akhlak mereka perlu bagus. Mak bapak I selalu pesan, duit banyak tak penting tapi make sure pelajaran anak2 terjaga jadi mereka boleh belajar cari duit sendiri dan belajar untuk hidup senang sendiri. Moga2 suami I juga boleh jadi Ayah terbaik untuk anak2 dan suami mithali untuk I. Amin.

Selamat Tahun Baru people! I doakan yang baik2 saja untuk kamu semua. =D

Falling Out.

2009-12-30T15:25:00.003+08:00

I had been in and out of a few relationships before I settled down. Three to be exact excluded my hubby. And I used to love those guys, I mean, boys when I dated them. I started this so called puppy love when I was 15. Haha, gatal I know. Each relationship has its own stories you know. Well, I love to have a bit of dramas just to feel how thrilling it would be. I wallowed in the deep shit pits a few times, cried my heart out, got myself bloody fat due to endless glutony-gobbling activity, wasted some moolah for shopping with my girlfriends and hung out with great bunches of new and old friends - what I did when the relationship ended. Some may say it's pathetic. But hey, everyone has their own way to heal and get their brain well-fixed again you see. No doubt, each relationship left a few thick scars in my heart even if I was the one who walked out of the relationship. Imagine you've been together for a few years or months like 'Hey, he's the one' and later you find that the love has faded away and he's no longer the one you want. And you both become strangers to each other. Ouch. That hurts. But yeah, that's the reality.

The first one was 3 years older. So, basically he witnessed how I grew up my teenage years. We ended the relationship after 3 or 4 years? Things were not on our side. And I guess he doesn't have balls to come up and be honest. So, why bother having that kind of man right? I'm mean. But he's so much more than that. Things were quite complicated and I choose not to walk down the memory lane anymore haha. He's married I suppose. I have no idea where he is now and I hope he's blessed by God with wife and beautiful kids. Amin.

The second one was 2 years older. We quarreled like monkeys and sometimes felt like strangling each other but we were together for 3 years! Hah! He's like a good friend you can share everything with and he's mysterious everyone said so. He's quiet. He plays guitar. And he's bloody brilliant in drawing. But I don't need those qualities to make him my life partner. Hehe. He's a nice guy, really. Many said we looked alike when we were in college. He's like the man version of me. Haha. So he's gorgeous for sure hahahahha. But ever heard of falling out of love? I had that. Perhaps both of us felt the same. So I decided to call it off through phone call. Bukan kejam but I was in Brisbane and he was in Sydney. It was painful still coz I was all alone without my family and bestfriends around. But later on I learnt that I could survive strongly and independently and become a better individual.

The third one was a few months older haha. Well, it was just a short one. A few months. I wouldn't call it a serious relationship. It was more to rebound. You know, you broke up and got someone new simply just to occupy your time. Mungkinlah. But the scar I had for this short relationship was the worst. I have no idea why it took me quite sometime to get over it. But Alhamdulillah, God knows well.

And and and...the last one is my pujaan hati =) The one I decided to marry and to spend my life with. He's my bestfriend. I talk to him about almost everything. And he never fails to listen attentively. He's a man. A great one. He has a big heart and he loves me like nobody's business haha. He, who would go all the way to feed my crazy tummy each time I crave like a pregnant woman. He, who always hugs me tight to sleep and kisses me on my forehead when he comes home from work. He, who keeps my ugly passport photo in his wallet and shows off to his colleagues erghhh ;p And he, who has been with me through my ups and downs, witnessing how hard I work to get over my rollercoaster life and still chooses to be with me. Thank you sayang. Let's grow old and get fat together ok? I love you.

Hey Mr. Wrongs.

2009-12-29T20:56:00.005+08:00

I don't know why. But everything went wrong today. Ergh. I had to wake up early to attend teachers' meeting at school. I was dreading it and I felt like strangling hubby who went back to bed after Subuh prayer since he enters office at 8.30a.m. every day. Haha. Mean, I know but why meetings for 5 days in a row? That sucks, totally. It ended at 1.30p.m. and I quickly rushed home to do laundry and get ready for CALL class. I was bloody hungry but decided not to take anything since many of my collagues went, 'Aaaaaaaa, muka dah bulattttt!' wtf wtf. I hate being in a rush coz I would suffer from wardrobe malfunctions. I always go mental choosing clothes to wear. Dah lambat I masih sempat mix match baju lagi. Tsk.

The traffic bongok gila. It was 3.15 and the traffic went real slow. Ada pulak kereta nak rempit tengah2 jammed memang buat I panas hati. Sampai dekat tol, smart tag didn't function! Yucks, big time. Buat malu kena reverse kereta dan buat semua kereta lane smart tag undur juga haha. But tiba2, it functioned pula. Hish. I bet drivers yang lain pasti bengang. My hair was all over. Oh, I had a new hair cut last week. It was hubby's suggestion. And it OMG looks weird and messy. But he loves it I pun taktau kenapa. My HP was barred thanks to Celcom. It breaks my heart to receive so many texts from my loved ones and not able to reply them. Benciiiiiiii. Hubby dah janji esok dia bayarkan yayy!

Well, tomorrow ada meeting lagi. I'm the Head Panel of English Panitia jadi banyak docs I kena prepare but I masih boleh buang masa atas katil online while hubby's watching football. Haih. I wanna go cinema and catch good movies with hubby and have a great dinner together tomorrow night! It's like a reward after cooking him dinner and making him breakfast for so many days already =D

It's coming to the year end! I'm excited and looking forward to the new year for sure. Banyak plan betul I'm sure hubby gets all mashed up with my super ambitious plans hoho. Tapi itulah, orang cakap azam tahun baru kan. Hangat2 tahi ayam pun, tak salah berangan ;p

HP I yang lama dah buruk. Kalau dapat yang ini pasti nikmat sekali bukan? ;p Moga2 rezeki kami murah tahun depan, Aminnn.

I harap dapat sampai ke sini. Eye-catching betul. Dah lama teringin. Tapi bila chenta hati saya dapat cuti and bawa saya pergi pun taktau.

p/s: I rasa macam banyak entry yang outdated. Sabar sabar ;)

Reception 1.

2009-12-23T10:52:00.010+08:00

Please note that it's gonna be a pretty long entry. Just click off the button X if you have tons of work to do ;D

I received a few raw photos from Husaini yesterday after having a long chat with him and forced him to send some for me haha. The reception on my side was held a day after the solemnization, December 5th. It's an advantage to have a reception a day after so you don't go mental and sweating changing dresses and make-ups. I woke up early and had my shower. I got to have my breakfast. And did final cleaning at the two halls in my house. While waiting for the make-up artist to arrive, Poppy and I got everything in place. Thanks Pop, I owe you big time. My make-up artist, Erin came at 10.00a.m. and quickly started painting my face. Oh, for the solemnization, I didn't wear any fake eye lashes. I tried 4 eye lashes given by Ugie, the make-up artist but all made my eyes look horrifying haha I'm exaggerating but tak cantik langsung so Ugie decided not to put on any.So I remembered having this pair of fake eye lashes from MAC given by my colleague who collects eye lashes (yes and she wears it to school!) and mistakenly bought the wrong one for her eyes. She said I could wear it for my reception so I gave it to Erin. And surprisingly, it looked awesome on my eyes! Ahahahah vain, I know. But my eyes looked bigger and and shinier. =D My Lynda and Tash arrived 15 mins after the make-up session started and they quickly rushed to another room with my Poppy to make my hand-bouquet. Thanks girls I love yous.

And to all the bride-to-be-s, please bear in mind that you'll be in a pretty tight dress the whole day so be prepared coz I wasn't. Ergh I didn't expect corset is THAT freaking tight though everyone kept telling me I looked pretty. Yeah, no pain no gain. Haha. Corset shapens your body but some of you may feel like fainting during the first few minutes wearing it. I did feel that way and hubby was worried and kept telling me to breath sffdtrhdhwtf haha.But I got more comfy after about half an hour. The groom's side arrive at 1.00p.m. and it was just 5 mins after I got all dolled up! I was nervous. And I was surprised to see the Kompang Team with their funny costumes dengan bulu2 ayam dekat songkok ewahh mcm nak menari zapin dah (hubby got the Kompang Team at the very last minute sebab we totally forgot about having Kompang - thanks to hubby and his friend).

It was so good to see familiar faces you love coming to your big day. I was surprised to see those I didn't expect to come and they made it. Some came all the way from Terengganu and Kelantan. Some all the way from Johor. Omg. I was so thrilled. These people deserve a special entry for sure :) And thanks for the presents our little home is almost complete with vaccum cleaner, microwave oven, water dispenser, steamer, pots and pans and we didn't even have to spend a single penny for cutleries! Hehe. Alhamdulillah everything went well and the weather was so nice. Thank You Allah =) Amin.

And I'll let you guys feast your eyes on the gorgeous piccas!

Outdoor session at the beautiful mosque, Masjid Al-Bukhary.

My dais yang belum diletak kerusi sebab gabai sangat haha. I despise kain pink tu. It was supposed to be white. Tapi Mom asked them to change to pink and the only pink they had was THAT pink. Tapi I pasrah juga.

**These two are from my Barbie's lens.

And these are from the photographer;

Muka I hangin sebab earrings tu susah nak pakai and sakit pulak tu. Hoh.

All dolled up and waiting for my Man =)

Ok sayang, tau la panas pun tak perlu buat muka snobbish macam gitu kan? ;p

My beloved cousin was reciting the doa. Thank you Iwan.

With the pengapits. I dah mula rasa nak pengsan masa nie sumpah ketat gila baju.

I tak ingat senyum I masa nie ikhlas ke tak sebab baju ketat hahah.

Hubby with his new soldier, Adam Hakim

Masa nie I dah berpeluh2 nak pengsan minta air hubby sebok dengan baju dia sheeshh ;p

I ate like 3 sudu kot and dah tak boleh sumbat takut muntah.

Cake cutting. Sedap cake orange tu!

Scene dalam bilik. Tak banyak pose sebab I tak suka gila bed sheet dia yang outdated gila plus banyak scene kurang sopan directed by my Poppy and Tash and they both drove the photographer crazy hahaha!

I had fun that day. A great one. And thanks to those who made it to my big day. You guys are just awesome! :)

p/s: Nanti kalau rajin, ada duit lebih beli majalah Harmoni ok? Macam biasa, perempuan kesayangan saya kawen. Gambar perempuan kesayangan kamu juga ada dong! Ngeh ngeh.

p/s/s: My Barbie Lynda sekarang tengah ligat jual tudung. Semua cantek2. Kalau suka dan berkenan (ada a few gambar dia pakai tudung yang dia jual), bagitau I ok? Nanti I cakap dengan dia. Nak lagi senang, find her in her blog. Tell her that you're my fan, sure dia suka hahahah!

I want nobody.

2009-12-22T11:38:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to : Separuh Jiwaku Pergi by Anang (A beautiful song, it is)
Currently enjoying : Drinking a huge mug of coffee while going online

I woke up late today. I went back to sleep after Bitbit's off to work. I wonder how he could look so fresh and excited to go to work when we slept late last night. He watched football on his fav channel, ESPN and I was indulging myself with 'burger rempit' he bought for me while searching and googling on the net randomly. We are still adapting to the married life. Up until today, it still feels strange to sleep and wake up next to him. And up until today, I still think how on earth we could marry each other. Haha. Don't get me wrong. I love my man. I've made my choice - firmly and happily. But at times, it hits my train-wrecked brain how could I possibly be married when I still have all the bad attitudes? Erghh. You know those attitudes that make you feel noone deserves you at all? I can't cook. I sleep like a log. I suck at folding laundries. I have mood swings. And I swear noone wants to be near me whenever I have my PMS. The only thing I think (please read; my hormones think) I'm good at is cleaning up. Sigh. Everyday, when hubby's at work, I'll waste my time cleaning up the house even the kitchen is all shiny already haha. I keep wiping the stove and the cabinet each time I pass by kitchen wtf right right but I have nothing better to do haha. I'm thankful that Bitbit is being so much of help. And he never fails to tell me how delicious I cook, haha and it's because he's forced to say so ;) Oh, I've been cooking dinner everyday now. Google hepls you see. And also, Nigella's shows ya, sila cakap I ambitious. Well, the meals don't taste that good. But I'm learning and improving so far, hehe. I have classes at UTM on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday from 4-7pm. Jadi bila pulang di rumah terus bersilat di dapur sebab suami selalu pulang dengan muka lapar dan kebulur nyeheheheh. It's tiring at times but I'm enjoying it. Rasa lega betul bila tengok muka dia kekenyangan =)

** Nanti bila I dah mula rasa yakin dengan program masak2 I, I'll take some pics and post in the blog ok? ;D

Watch this clip. You'll want to dance like them, really.

A mini gath.

2009-12-16T17:26:00.005+08:00

Minggu lepas before I pulang ke JB I sempat attend wedding coursemates I. The brides are both my friends. Jadi I was feeling excited nak jumpa kawan2 yang dah lama tak jumpa. Saiful, the groom classmate masa A-Level. Azrin was living next door masa di hostel dulu. But we didn't fly to the same place, Saiful went to Sydney, Azrin went to Wellington and I went to Brisbane. The brides picked 12.12.09 for their big day, just a week after mine! Rasa teruja betul sebab Azrin buat sendiri pelamin and bilik pengantin dia. Awesome bukan? Kalau bagi I sumpah hancur haha.

I planned to go with my bestie Tash (we went to the same uni) and of course I dragged hubby along though he was hell tired coz he just reached Alor Setar that morning, driving all the way from JB poor him. Tapi dia pun semangat nak makan nasi kenduri (oh, we are big fans of nasi kenduri!). And when we arrived Azrin's place, we went all crazy seeing a bunch of old friends from uni! =D The food was deliciously yummy ada nasi beriani, tiger prawns masak merah, ayam masak merah, daging masak hitam and acar buah (my fav!). Sumpah sedap!!!!!!!

Enjoy the pics ok?

I'll start with the cake. Gorgeous kan? And it's yummy too! Seriously!

Azrin siap potong 1 big slice for me tengok kat tangan pun masih ada sempat melantak cake yang super yummayyy tu! Thanks Azrin!

With the pengantin baru. Pelamin tu dia buat sendiri. Berbakat juga kawan I kan? ;p

Pengantin baru jugeeeeeeee =)

Tengok, kami buat onar dalam gambar Azrin haha!

Lagiiii...

dan lagiiii! Heee!

p/s: Sila abaikan double-chin saya, badan yang semakin mengembang. Sekian.

I tak sabar nak cerita pasal reception. Tapi belum datang mood lagi. Excited ja lebih! Sabar ok? Aiseh. I tau mesti ada yang tak sabar haha. ;p ;p

Tying the Knot.

2009-12-14T16:38:00.008+08:00

Well, I haven't got the raw photos from the great photographer. But I've received tons of photos from family members and girlfriends. Thank you people you guys are super awesome! Since I'm all up to nothing at all and while waiting for laundry, I would love to share with you the story of our solemnization ececeh perasan semua orang nak baca.

The solemnization was after Asar and it was held at the nearest mosque at my place. I woke up early in the morning though I slept at 2a.m the night before, filling in the eggs for bunga pahar with my two great besties Lynda and Tash. I got ready to pick up my another bestie, Poppy at the airport. Some people at the airport amazingly stared at my hands and feet sebab inai macam orang nak menari tarian India ke apa meriah melampau haha. My baby sister was laughing with her boyfriend but I was too excited to see my bestie at the arrival gate! You know, it felt so good to see your loved ones just willingly came all the way to be by your side on your big day.

Time flew so fast that day I didn't even have time to sit and relax myself for a while. Buat kerja macam bibik juga sebab takmau susahkan orang lain and also I would want to see everything went well that day. Bitbit siap text banyak kali cakap dia nervous haha. And when Poppy asked about my solemnization dress, then I realized I totally forgot about the veil! Huwaaaaa rasa nak menangis sebab dalam banyak2 benda I tak teringat langsung pasal veil. I macam nak resort to wearing my reception veil tapi Poppy jerit kat I takkan nak pakai veil yang sama sumpah time tu rasa nak suruh orang tembak I. I called Lynda and she screamed lagi buat I rasa nak pengsan. Tapi dia cepat2 cakap jangan risau dia akan cari jalan haha. Gila sumpah gila I rasa nak teriak lari tak mau kawen. At 11.20 she reached my place with a long chiffon selendang. Phew. Selendang tu sebenarnya ada bulu2 kat bawah tapi sebab dah last minute I pasrah apa nak jadi jadilah. Haha.

While my girlfriends did my handbouquet, I baru pergi mandi and got ready untuk make up. Make up untuk nikah I, I didn't really quite like it sebab mata I nampak macam kucing pun ada. And dia pakai shading yang gelap jadi kulit I tiba2 sama gelap dengan Bitbit haha perasan putih tapi betul semua orang cakap macam tu. Pelamin nikah yang I nak semua putih dah jadi hitam putih sebab Mom fell in love tengok background pelamin yang black tu. Sigh. Tapi I diam ja sebab hari2 terakhir sebelum I jadi isteri orang I tak rasa nak argue or menjawab dengan parents I.

Bila dah sudah make up, rasa nervous I dah melampau2. Rasa nak lari pun ada. Sampai masjid, I dah xboleh pikir apa dah. Dalam hati cuma harap, Bitbit dapat buat dengan sekali lafaz hahaha! Ada orang cakap kelancaran semasa akad tu reflect kelancaran rumah tangga juga. Ada yang cakap jangan percaya tapi it has been glued in my head since forever jadi I phobia and rasa nervous gila bila dia nak lafaz akad. And alhamdulillah, dengan sekali lafaz I sah jadi isteri =) And time tu juga hilang semua rasa doubts yang ada. Hilang rasa letih fikir macam2 sebelum nie. And as usual, I memang tak boleh control air mata nangis macam dalam drama pulak bila peluk Ayah, Mami, siblings and my best girlfriends who have been with me through my ups and downs. Thank you thank you I'm so lucky to have them all =)

Sekarang mari tengok gambar2 yang tak seberapa dari kamera orang2 kesayangan I;

Mom's fav!

Sumpah nervous gila masa nie! ;p

Sekali lafaz =)

Mithali betul. Haha!

=)

Kami memang over!

The first kiss after akad. (Sila tengok mata I yang macam kucing gatal and muka macam kena cucuk botox! Sheeeesh)

With my greatest love of all.

When boredom strikes.

2009-12-14T15:45:00.005+08:00

Hello hellooooooooooooooo =)

I masih dalam mood holidays walaupun hakikatnya I sudah selamat sampai di bumi JB yang super boring nie =( Hubby's at work. Double boring. Our new crib is still alien to me. I need to call hubby ten times asking about every Tom, Dick and Harris in the house that I swear he must be really annoyed by me haha. Classes at UTM start today. But I decided not to go. Ey wait, not 'I'. It's actually 'we' hoho. My fav Kazem is having chicken pox poor Kazem get well soon plish, my cheeky Nad is suffering from her lazy bum syndrome again and so do I that we decided to spoil the first week! Yayy! =D I actually can't wait to see my fav girls from the campus again and am so ready to go mental with them! I miss you girls, really.

Oh, I'm missing home already. Baru semalam sampai JB rasa homesick melampau2. Sheeesh. Kenapalah kenapa kenapa I kena kerja di JB? Kenapaaaaaaaaaaaa? Haih. Thank God hubby promised to bring me home again this Xmas! 2 weeks to go I so can't wait. Ah, and also our pre-honeymoon sponsored by Dad's good friend at Perak and Penang during Xmas! Awwww sweet betul. Walaupun tak tau bila dapat rasa honeymoon but at least the atmosphere during our pre-s may throw some sparks kan kan kan? ;p

p/s: Perkahwinan itu indah sungguh. And I percaya I tergolong dalam orang2 bertuah yang dapat rasa semua ini =) Thank You God for lending me a great man to be by my side.

Seminggu selepas.

2009-12-11T11:00:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, sudah seminggu menjadi isteri. Sampai hari nie masih lagi rasa macam eh eh aku dah kawen jadi jangan buat perangai tak senonoh haha. I'm still in Alor Setar. At parents' place. Alone. Oh yes, Bitbit already left to JB last Tuesday leaving me alone tsk tsk kejam betul. But he'll be driving back to Kedah tonight yayy! We have 4 friends' weddings to attend this weekend in Kedah so he decided to let me stay with parents while he went back to work for a few days. Ngeh ngeh sumpah dia mulia. I was excited at first when he told me the idea of letting me stay with my parents tapi terus rasa tersentap bila dia pesan, parents I dah jadi parents you, family I dah jadi family you. Jadi pandai2 lah. Note that PIL's place is just 5 minutes away from my parents'. Haha. Jadi, I memang perlu menjalankan tanggungjawab jadi isteri mithali *ehem ehem*

I just got home from PIL's place for breakfast. Lepas Subuh terus mandi, bought some roti canai and fav nasi lemak and rushed to their place. Sumpah malu segan semua ada tapi tahan sebab dah kawen dengan anak dia orang kan? ;D Yesterday I went for a quick evening coffee with them juga. Nasib baik I dah jadi geng dengan adik lelaki dia yang sedang ambil SPM. So, bila dia ada dia memang penyelamat. Haha. Can't wait for Bitbit to be back tonight. I miss him heaps =( baru kawen dah tinggal I. We haven't planned for our honeymoon yet. Bitbit kerja and susah betul nak cuti. Jadi perlu buat adhoc plan rasanya. Sedih betul.

Ahhh, I've got my result for last semester! Big yay! And I deserve a huge ass treat from Bitbit hoho! Thank You God for I consider that as one of the biggest wedding presents =) Eh eh, I belum lagi cerita pasal wedding I bukan? Tunggu ok? Masih dalam mood bermalas - malasan. Hehe. Anyway, congratulations to those who are getting married this weekend! Have a blast!

Alhamdulillah...

2009-12-07T22:02:00.005+08:00

...sudah selesai semuanya. Sudah bertukar status. Sudah bertambah tanggungjawab. Sudah ada orang lelaki tidur di sebelah. Sudah halal hubungan. Sudah ada yang boleh dikejut dari tidur bila rasa seram tiba2 haha.

Banyak betul I nak cerita. Sekarang nie tak ada gambar. Yang 2 ini pun dari camera handphone adik rasanya. Tsk. Tak sabar mu cuci mata untuk raw photos dari photographer I yang awesome, Husaini Hassim. Tunggu ya kawan2? Terima kasih untuk semua ucapan dan doa dari kamu semua. I percaya berkat doa2 itulah majlis I berjalan lancar =)

Jitters.

2009-12-03T09:32:00.004+08:00

I pasti semua rindu tunggu I buat entri baru kan kan? Haha. I didn't get the chance to go online for the past few days. The final preparation is horrendous I tell you. Those little things that came up at the very last minute. Bila ramai sangat buka mulut, semua dah jadi caca merba. Seriously. Pelamin dah jadi colour lain. Semua dah lain. I was hell frustrated but I slowly learnt that we can't please everyone, can we? Sigh.

Had a quick lunch yesterday with my childhood friend, Shafran who came back from Cardiff for good. Had a good talk with him and I felt motivated a bit. Haha. I gave him the invitation card. And rushed to pick up my bestie, Tash to book my final spa session. I've been doing everything on my own. Picking up 22 trays of hantaran, cleaning up the house, ordering roses, working on final deco on doorgifts - all by myself. Noone helps. My siblings are still working in KL and will only be back today. Mom's still working. Canopies are up. Pelamin nikah and reception are set up already. Tapi bila ramai yang buka mulut cakap macam2 serupa mereka lah yang fork out the money, I broke down. But thanks to my besties who never fail to listen and talk to me though they are in KL.

Hope everything goes well tomorrow. The solemnization will be after Asar prayer. Doakan kami ok? Moga dia memang ditakdirkan untuk I sampai I mati. Amin. I dah mula rasa nervous sakit perut nak muntah semua ada haha. But yeah, like my childhood friend daid, 'On the day you get married, you must remember one thing - it's not just a wedding, it's a family affair'.Jadi, I have to learn to open up my heart and be contented with whatever happens right?

Dance with me.

2009-11-27T22:46:00.010+08:00

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Lagi seminggu aja lagi donggg. Ya ampuunnn. Kerja menimbun lagi. Selera makan dah macam raksasa gorgon. Kenapa lah I pilih untuk kahwen 1 week after raya? Kenapa lah raya kena ada makanan sedap2? Adoilaa.

Baju reception belum siap beading rasa macam nak jerit ja dekat tailor. Cakap pandai. Janji macam2. Tapi sampai hari nie I belum dapat tengok baju reception sebelah lelaki. Seram betul ok.

Tadi caterer datang rumah discuss food untuk solemnization. Since it falls in the evening after Asar prayer, jadi Mami perah otak nak bagi orang makan apa untuk makan petang. Harap2 caterer tu pandai lah buat apa yang patut.

Anyway lovelies, I suka betul kotak nie. Cute kan. Untuk solemnization. Isinya mungkin boleh diletak chocolate Hersheys or Beryls kan? Tengok lah I. Tinggal seminggu maseh boleh jadi indecisive begini. Hahah. =D =D

from the brilliant marryme!

Indah.

2009-11-23T20:19:00.005+08:00

I memang suka pura-pura tak ada kerja walaupun hakikatnya kerja menimbun2. Jadi kerja I cuma tengok TV, go online - searching for random stuffs dan tidur. Jadi, mari cuci mata dengan hasil carian I yang indah ini;

Ergh. I selalu berangan ada bentuk badan macam Barbie. Haih laa.

Barbir rambut hitam favourite I selalu =)

Sopan kan dress nie? Tapi I nak kahwin di rumah. Ikut adat melayu. Kalau hujan lecah becak semua, apa akan jadi kalau pakai dress macam nie? Hoho.

Isk. Classy sungguh.

Hahahaaaaaaa, kalau ada persalinan yang ini mungkin juga I pun teringin. Or untuk malam berinai mungkin? =p

Yaaaa, inilah ultimate favourite. Sumpah gorjes yang buat I selalu perasan dan berangan bila I nak nampak jelita macam ni.

Naahhh, close up sikit.

Jadi, yang mana satu pilihan kamu? =D

A Quickie.

2009-11-23T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm finally home. It felt so good to see Dad smiling at the arrival hall - waiting for me. I had a rough day yesterday- let's not go there. But after seeing Dad, my face was plastered with a smile. I've been missing home.

Reached home and Mom just arrived from work. Had our favourite evening coffee and cekodok pisang made by Mom. There's so much to do. My feelings are all over the place at the moment. I've started to have doubts at times. I've started to freak out and feel scared of only God knows what. Sheeeshh. Tuhan, tolonglah.

Anyway, had my private bachelorette dinner with two of my best girlfriends at a gorgeous bungalow restaurant Vincenzo in Bangsar. It was a beautiful surprise. So, I didn't bring my camera. I'm waiting for the piccas from Lynda's cam and Tasha's too. And I'll blab about it later. Oh, I forgot to bring back my camera. So, no picture of bunga pahar for the time being.

Th urge to continue the preps is not here yet. I'm feeling real numb at the moment. Is this normal people? Scary, I know. But I haven't had THAT feelings just yet. I can't wait to se my besties. I need them, badly :(

Monster.

2009-11-16T08:26:00.005+08:00

Phew. I wish I cud have more than 24 hours a day. Why is it so limited these days? Haih.

Anyway, hi sweets! I'm back again with my stupid whinings and complaints haha. Well, the ticker shows its 2 weeks and 4 days to go! Oh, I'm very much overwhelmed. Ngeh. Hope every thing will fall on its right place. So many things happened for the past few weeks. I got drained and frustrated. Why cant everyone be happy for you when you are? Why is it so hard to learn to open your heart and spread love? I hate those who get excited seeing people get upset and disappointed. Sheeesh.

Our wedding is just 2 weeks away. Since we work in JB and since we are not that energized to fly or drive home often, we always make sure we get to cross out our checklist bit by bit each time we are home. Yes, I don't do much updates over here. But I'm almost done with the preps. At least, I think I am, haha. Jadi, mari I cerita serba sikit apa yang I dah buat and apa yang dah jadi. Erghhhh. I benci betul bila cerita benda yang tak best.

Solemnization. Ok, my initial plan was to have our solemnization at home. Mom and dad were ok with that. Infact, Dad already informed the Tok Imam about that and he was fine with it. And because of that, I decided to have a mini dais for my solemnization. But it happened that some neighbours whom we are very fond with, whom have been my parents' friends for years started to give their opinions and suggestions and and and their rolled eyes about me having akad at home. Jadi, parents I pun terasa terus call cakap akad di masjid lah. I was upset at first, rasa nak rebel semua tapi dalam hati jelah. Nak buat macam mana kan. Kalau I cakap no, parents lagi sedih kan. Dapat neighbours pun macam mami jarum dah. Anak pulak buat keras kepala haha. Jadi, after talking to Bitbit, I felt better and dah boleh fikir rasional dan positive - akad kat masjid lebih berkat. Isk. Ade hadis ke? I taktau sebab I mmg tak pandai bab2 nie. Tapi mungkinlah kan, rumah Allah. Mesti lebih berkat bukan? Tapi mak I sweet terus pujuk cakap takpe lepas akad kita balik rumah duduk atas pelamin stgdhftbsdbtfth. Kesian mak, sebab dia pun suka I akad di rumah. Haihhh.

DJ. Dalam pakej pelamin, memang ada DJ. Jadi, terima jelah kan.I personally tak suka wedding yang bising ada orang karaoke suara pecah sumbang semua. Maybe ada yang suka cakap lagi meriah. But I personally memang tak suka. Tapi sebab ada, I pun ok. But, I already informed the DJ to play nice songs on my wedding. Takmau lagu2 nyempreng melampau. Tiba2 time last minute nie lah ayah cakap takmauuuuuu huwaaaaaaaaaaaa. Mula2 I ok cakap ok takpa I suruh DJ tu buat kat umah Bitbit sebab his dad memang suka ada DJ2 nie haha pasang lagu2 lama pulak tu heeeeeee ;D But too bad, he already booked someone else when my dad informed me to cancel it! Talked to my Lynda and we both went gawd, senyap gila lah wedding nanti! Haihhhh. Sedih ok.

Canopy. I got the caterer to get me Arabian canopies. Alhamdulillah. So, uncle Jamil the caterer selalu lah call I tanya kerusi nak warna apa scallop nak warna apa. I want the chair and the scallop to be all white sebab nak gantung lantern baby pink tu. Sekaliiiiiiiiiiiii mom cakap noooo mesti scallop pink!Alas meja pun nak pink! Sebab theme I pink putih semua dia maw letak pink! Erkkk. Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa rasa nak menangis! Uncle Jamil kawan baik ayah. Jadi mestilah dia banyak deal dengan mom and dad kan? I merajuk. Yes, mengada. Tapi I anak yang baik ehem ;p I cakap, suka hati lah lagi pun ayah yang fork out money kan huuuuuuuu :( I masih mengharap mami akan tukar fikiran. Amin. Korang doakan sama lah ya.

Cake cutting. I asked mom to order 1 layer fondant cake for cake cutting from her good friend. I memang suka fondant cake dia. Memikat betul. I decided to have only 1 layer konon nak beli cake stand macam Ashyilla (WLT) tu. Nampak sweet and simple. Sekali dia order 3 layer. Dah tu bukan dummy cake pulak tuh! Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii laaahhh! I taktaulah kot2 mami nak sponsor kan. Tapi kalau tak sponsor, memang habis lah duit bayar cake yang mahal pastu membazir makan tak habis. Isk. I harap Aunty Khairati yang buat cake tu pun bermurah hati nak sponsor haha. Bila cakap dengan Bitbit, dia macam biasa cakap 'Pasrah jelah yang, asal kawen lepas nie tak payah pikir dah benda2 nie'. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa? Kenapa perempuan perlu fikir banyak perah kepala otak susah hati macam nie? gRrrr.

Banyak betul dugaan nak dekat2 kahwin nie. Gaduh tak payah cakap. But I'm so thankful to have a man with a really beautiful heart yang tak pernah melenting ngamuk2 bila I datang perangai tak betul haha. He always tries to be by my side during the hard times though he's hell busy with work. Thank you sayang, I know you read this nyehehehe. :D Sekarang, I dah boleh pikir positve. Dah malas nak stress tak tentu pasal. Nanti muka I yang jadik kusam asyik susah hati. Diet dah tak jalan. Buat facial pun kawan I cakap muka I pucat lesi. Isk. Nie semua angkara tensi melampau lah nie! Sekarang nie pulak musim hujan. Kedah dah makin teruk banjirnya. Alhamdulillah, kawasan taman I tak banjir. Harap2 hujan yang turun sekarang hujan rahmat. Moga2 semua orang murah rezeki kan. I doa sangat2 hujan tak turun masa I kawen nanti. Amin.

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy kawan2, I sekarang tengah gigih buat bunga pahar tau! Hohhhh sumpah I memang teruja beli barang2. So I gigih lah stay up malam2 pintal dawai, tampal diamond2 dengan gam sampai gam dengan kulit jari pun dah tak boleh beza haha. Mula2 beli, I give up betul. Tapi sebab beli barang kat SSF yang telan duit orang jual barang mahal2, I paksa diri buat. Sekarang baru siap 15 batang haha. Ada 35 lagi. Haih. Nanti I upload gambar ok? Bitbit kagum betul tengok hasil bakat I ecehhhh. ;p I'm inspired by bunga telur dalam Ratu Sehari and bunga pahar di wedding bestfriend I. Tunggu ok? =)

Big Heart, I Love.

2009-11-05T11:44:00.006+08:00

Exam has finally come to an end! Hurrah hurrah! Kids have started to count weeks or perhaps days to holidays and so does their teacher. Heee :D

My room is messy. Papers and books are all over the place. And I reckon I should open a recycle centre already with tons of mineral water bottles and papers in my room. Haha. I'm good at exaggerating lah. Oh anyway, I'm going home tomorrow after school! Yayy. And I'm gonna see my newly wed bestie to let her indulge with her wedding photos! Double Yayyy. I can't wait, really. I miss Mom and Dad terribly. I'm looking forward to submit our borang nikah ececece macam tak sabar mau kahwin nyeh nyeh. =p

Oh, did I tell you guys that Bitbit's 25th birthday was a day before my bestie's wedding day? Hah. And it's a major concrete reason for us to postpone the celebration. He's such a darling. He behaved so well tho no candle light dinner or romantic lunch for him on his birthday. Heeee! In fact, he was all busy too making sure everything in the list checked for my bestie. Well, it's for her to cherish it for a lifetime anyway. Birthdays are every year. So, instead of having a birthday bash, we celebrated it by picking up flowers, searching for butang baju melayu, cari songkok, dawai bunga, round styrofoam for pomander balls and and and a huge wedding pressie for the Barbie bestie! And we had fun ok! ;p

After the wedding, I've been busy with assignments and exams. So yeah, thank God he understands. But hey, I'm not sucha meanie ok. I did give him a little surprise. A cheapskate one haha. Bought him a dozen of Big Apple's donuts (his fav!), got two movie tickets! (Diahhhhhh, I finally got to catch Papadom! Teeheeeheee!), and a piece of Pecan Butterscotch cake, 5 birthday cards that I wrote craps in it like Marry Me, Let's Grow Old Together, I Love You Sexy, I'm Yours and I Can't Wait to Live with You, put the candles on the donuts and tarraaaaa! Surpriseeeeeee! He was surprised. Haha. Or at least, pretended to be like he did. But I saw his teary eyes eheeeee I love you baby, I always do ;) We had our simple dinner at our favourite place at Danga Bay.

Result of driving so recklessly. But he still loves it tho suma dah comot. Tsk.

Happy Birthday Baby I won't say belated coz everyday in October is your birthday hehe!

Our fav!

Woh woh! Sayangi saya walaupun saya sudah gemok ok?

The movie that made me laugh and cry hard =) It was awesome!

His all time fav place. Haha.

To a man with a big heart,
Happy 25th Birthday. Sorry for the late celebration.
Sorry for being so cheapskate beli donut dahlah comot.
Thank you for always loving me for who I am.
Thank you for loving my bad habits too ;D
Let's get married and have many kids
so that we can name them with super cool names.
I don't mind having Haris Fabregas or Sara Owen as long as they are cute and adorable =D
Too bad I'm not good at cooking,
but I'll make sure I'll feed you with some nice cakes and brownies ok?
Sorry for being so gedik and moron at times
but it's all because I miss you when you're not around
please make sure you're always there for me
so that I can eat a lot and grow fat and comel like you always want me to ;p
and oh, so that I can produce super chubby babies too!
I love you sunshine.

p/s: Jangan lupa tengok Nona Ahad ni ok? Perempuan kesayangan saya kahwin. Perempuan kesayangan kamu semua jadi pengapit hahahahahah. I tau I suka perasan. ;D

Did I Marry the Right Person?

2009-10-27T12:51:00.003+08:00

Received a forwarded email from a friend of mine. Try to comprehend it and you'll learn to love with an open heart =)

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, 'How do I know if I married the right person?'

I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, 'It depends. Is that your husband?'

In all seriousness, she answered 'How do you know?'

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse/partner. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their
idiosyncrasies (unconventional behavior/habit).

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called 'falling' in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, 'I was swept off my feet.' Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think
about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?' And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies
within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone
else.

You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a
few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression 'the labor of love.'

Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can 'make' love.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.

Tiny Bits.

2009-10-27T10:41:00.004+08:00

I got 2days MC due to high fever. Haih. I fell sick again. I guess that clearly indicates I don't get along well with JB haha. My kids are sitting for their final exam today. Hope they are doing well. English will be on Thursday. I hope I'll be as fit as a fiddle already by then so that I can invigilate them doing their English papers in my high heels hoho.

I have 2 papers for final. Description of English (DoE) on Nov 2nd and English for Specific Purposes (ESP) on Nov 5th. One core, one elective. Haven't started doing my revision. Only flipping through those thick books. Why am I being one freaking lazy-ass? Tsk. Geram geram.

I wanna watch Papadom. They say it's good. But Bitbit always comes back from work late and TGV Tebrau City no longer offers late night shows for Papadom. Who wants to stay up late during weekdays right? My weekends are too occupied already - doing a major cleaning at our new crib! Ahh, we found a house to rent already! It's cute and affordable hehe. Bitbit initially found another pretty house but it's too big for two people jadi I'm being cheapskate a bit pester dia cari umah lagi kecik dan murah so that I senang nak cuci ngeh ngeh. Well, I'm satisfied with this house. I just want a cozy and warm place to be called home. You know, coming back from work or uni - you just need a nice private place to sip cups and cups of coffee kan? =D

Our bedroom set will be sent this coming weekend. Yayy! Yes people, it's a month or so to get married but we want all to be ready so that we wont be rushing to enter a new house while doing our wedding preps you see =p

And peeps, the cards are ready! Hoh! Dad called to inform. And why is this freaking JB freaking far? I need to wait til Nov 6th to look at my wedding cards aaaaaaaaa kenapa perluuuuu postpone exam?? Benci sungguh. Anyway, Mom said it looks like Kad Raya cuma warna putih. Erk? Version kad raya mana satu pun tatau lah. Harap2 sedap mata memandang. I dah agak kalau Ayah jadi main sponsor, sure carik yang paling typical. So lovelies, whoever wishes to attend my wedding, kasi alamat sama saya ok? I'll mail it to you. Email add pun ok. I'll email it to u the scanned version.

Carry Me.

2009-10-24T16:03:00.005+08:00

Aduhai.

Lemah semangat bila tengok cake yang seindah ini. Adakah orang Malaysia yang dikurniakan bakat buat cake segorjes ini? Memang I tempah terus lah! =)

I stole this from here.

p/s : Government servants dapat rm500. A little tapi rezeki bukan? Alhamdulillah =)

Saat Teruja [Part 2]

2009-10-23T18:51:00.003+08:00

Wedding bestfriend I dah selesai. Dia pun dah selamat jadi bini orang, dah ada tanggungjawab nak kena buat supaya jadi yang terbaik untuk suami dia. Dah ada pelindung. Jadi, I rasa lega betul. Sekarang dalam sedikit masa ni, I boleh fokus pada wedding I pula. Honestly, lepas kawan I selesai dinikahkan, I rasa teruja sangat macam nak cakap dengan Tok Imam tu, mari2 alang2 nikahkan kami sekali haha. Okay tak tak. Cuma orang pertama yang I cari dan pandang lepas akad tu memang jejaka idaman I lah yang buat I senyum meleret betul dengan harapan dia pun rasa nak nikah dengan I masa tu juga. Ngeh ngeh.

Anyway, banyak juga urusan yang dah selesai so far. Walaupun I jauh kan, tapi I nie jenis kelam kabut juga. Jadi bila balik kampung tu, semua benda kalau boleh nak settle sampai tak menang tangan paksa orang ikut I p sana sini ehhe. Untuk wedding I, banyak yang I outsource. Sebab takut tak sempat. Hantaran pun dah booking. Takmau lagi susahkan kawan2 sampai bersengkang mata, sampai sejuk beku dok dalam air-cond nak make sure bunga fresh. Sumpah kesian. Jadik takmau lagi. So, no fresh flowers for hantaran this time. Tapi kalau bestfriend I yang creative tu tiba2 nak tambah2 bagi cantik pun I suka hahahahha. Mesti banyak bunga ros lebih sebab I suka membazir. Eh, sebab I suka bunga segar. ;p

Well, untuk hantaran kami dah banyak yang dibeli. Bila di KL, memang Bitbit suka ajak shopping hantaran cepat2 takut I meroyan spend duit beli barang bukan2 hihi. So here's my cheklist for hantaran;

For Him:

Sirih Junjung -
Mini fondant cakes - Ordered
Chocolates -
Shirt+Pants+Tie - Checked
Watch - Checked
Wallet + Belt - Checked
Perfume set - Checked
Shoes - Checked
Wedding ring - Checked
A gift for him - Checked
Quran - Checked

For Her:

Sirih Junjung -
Duit Hantaran-
Mas kahwin + Wedding ring - Checked
Chocolates -
Fruits -
Cake - Ordered
Watch - Checked
Shoes - Checked
Handbag -
Perfume set - Checked
A gift from him - Checked

I pun heran kenapa lah perlu bagi berlambak2 macam nie. Cakap orang tua kalau melawan kata derhaka. Haha. Jadi, alhamdulillah. Tinggal chocolates, fruits and sirih yang belum settle. Yang ini last minute juga sempat kan? Jadi tak perlu risau sangat. Theme hantaran I pink putih. Theme hantaran dia silver. Harap2 orang tu pandai lah gubah kan. Bayar mahal juga. Yelah, 11 dulang kan. Banyak tu. Tapi I dah jadik tak kisah sangat yang penting barang hantaran tu I dapat dan boleh guna haha.

I'm going back to my hometown in 2 weeks time to submit our borang nikah. I wonder, Kedah sajakah negeri yang mesti submit borang nikah sebulan sebelum? Tak boleh submit awal langsung? Orang yang belajar abroad macam mana? Takkan lah nak balik semata2 nak hantar borang nikahkan? Tak ke ridiculous tu? We completed our HIV test and filling in the form, got the approval from our Imam since last month. Tapi bila nak submit pegawai kat pejabat agama boleh cakap, kalau nak kahwin 4 december borang kena hantar 4 november by the pengantin sendiri. Apa nie? Mengarut gila kan? Ntah apa2 ja. Ingat Johor - Kedah 2 jam agaknya. Orang yang belajar UK, Jepun, Mesir suma takkan lah nak kena balik submit borang nikah. Takkan takde solution or cara lain kan? Menyakitkan hati sungguh. Haih.

W-Day [Part 2]

2009-10-21T22:45:00.006+08:00

Mari kita explore wedding indah sahabat sejati I. I mulakan dengan wedding invitation dia. The cards are from Jakarta.

Sweet bukan?

She's a big fan of pastel colours when it comes to wedding. So all the bridesmaids were given carolina blue kain to be tailored. And it's plain light blue. Jadik sesi memerah otak untuk pikir design yang awesome agar nampak hot pada reception haha. The theme was supposed to be 50s. Jadi I pun gedik cakap dengan Kak Ina dari Dzulldeclassique suruh buat design biar nampak simple tapi mcm orang lama2 nyehehehe. Pening Kak Ina melayan.

After the solemnization, the girlfriends were all busy at the hall doing the deco. We had a sleepless night the night before so we went wild and and looking drugged while doing the preparation hoho. After making sure, the candle houses were at the right place, her fav hydrangeas were all put up, and her humongous 50s pre-wed pictos were along the aisle, we rushed to the nearest saloon to do our hair. Take note, rambut mesti disanggul walau sekontot mana pun. Haih. Rambut I yang banyak lah paling lambat nak siap kena spray sampai keras shampoo 3 kali masih ada bau spray sgtfsjfwtf.

And when I came back to the hall, there she was getting dolled up by Radzuan's assistant and Sue Cantik. Sumpah memang cantik. I felt like crying bila tengok muka dia bila dah siap. Indah betul ciptaan Tuhan. After all the sorrows and tiredness, my bestfriend deserved to be happy. Jadik bila I jadik bridesmaid, I kept reminding her all the way to smile. Feast your eyes tengok muka dan baju dia ok? And yes, after being her bestfriend for more than 10 years, I would say that she has got her dream wedding dress! =) Kan sayang?

Dayang2.

High school girls.

Sahabat sejati yang setia menemani I ke sana sini untuk buat wedding preparation for my Lynda. I love you sayang.

Carolina blue.

Lihatlah. Memang cantek I tak tipu.

Us again ;p

I paling suka gambar ini. Macam diva yang kekwat tapi gorjes nyehehehe.

Her fav design of dais.

Congratulations Lynda and Razi!

To my Lynda,
We've been the best of friends for more than 10 years already
and I am praying that we'll always be in the future.
I'm glad that you're now in good hands.
Take care of each other and learn to love with all your heart.
I love you.
And remember our pact?
That our kids will be good friends too =)
Amin.
Love you babe. Muchos.

Syukur.

2009-10-21T18:15:00.003+08:00

Kadang2 aku tertanya pada hati,
kenapa selalu berbelah bahagi
kenapa perlu ada rasa sangsi
kenapa perlu rasa sedih
bila cintanya itu tiada tandingan.

Kadang2 aku bertanya pada hati,
kenapa perlu kejam pada diri sendiri
kenapa selalu menangis
bila kasihnya hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

The past is always hard to face, and when it doesn't stop lingering in your mind,
it never fails to bring out the worst in you.

Tapi aku percaya Tuhan itu adil. Selalu ada dengan kita.
Dan Tuhan juga yang hantar cinta sehebat itu kepadaku.
Tuhan, moga Kau kuatkan hati untuk berubah menjadi yang terbaik.
Moga Kau terus berada di sisi dengan penuh kasih sayang.
Terima kasih untuk hadiah yang tak ternilai itu. Terima kasih =)

Sekadar berkongsi video yang indah.

W-Day [Part 1]

2009-10-21T16:47:00.006+08:00

Two days after I was back in JB, I received a shocking news that Razi's (my bestie's fiance) mom passed away. It was a very sad moment and the worst part was I couldnt be there for her when she needed support from the family and friends. So I called one of the girls to help me make sure that she's fine. The wedding was few days to go and one of the most important people happened to leave, forever. Too bad I was in JB and couldnt fly to be next to her. So, on Thursday right after the final presentation, I left to KL. Reached her place at almost 2a.m. and we talked a bit. She was still surreal. She looked miserable. The fiance was even more :(

Majlis berinai and khatam Quran were canceled. Only Tahlil for arwah. At that moment, I was praying hard that they would be strong enough to go through this and for God to give long life to my loved ones. Amin. Both families decided to proceed with the wedding since everything was all almost booked and paid. She tried to minimalize everything but we tried our best to make sure both of them had a happy day, a memorable one indeed.

The solemnization was beautiful and simple. The family and friends were in tears to witness the solemnization and tahlil for Razi's mom. It surely would be different if the mom was there to witness her son getting married :(

And here are some pictures at the solemnization;

The mini dais and the hantarans

Before the akad started.

No no. Jangan risau. Bukan aku jadik tukang make up. Cuma membantu untuk bulu mata palsu.

A few minutes before carrying the title Mrs. Razi. Ahha.

Selepas menyantap.

Seksitari2 yang setia menanti di sisi Lynda.

Sebelum masuk lif untuk turun ke dewan nikah. Cantik dan sederhana bukan bestfriend aku?

p/s: Sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk arwah ok? Doakan moga arway dicucuri rahmat yang tak terhingga olehNya.

B-Party.

2009-10-20T19:01:00.007+08:00

Hi. Aku kembali lagi.

Life has started to fall at its right place again, I shall say. Workload is getting less, its coming to the year end. Kids will be having their final exam next week. So does their teacher, final exam will be next week. Assignments are all on the right tracks. Alhamdulillah. And come soon next week I'll be hurrahhh! ;)

I just reached home safely. Was in KL since last Thursday, having sleepless nights and endless laughs and talks and shriekings with the girls while doing the preparation for my bestie's big day. A lot happened. Happy and sad. Will blab about it later ok?

Anyway, I owe you guys an entry about my Barbie's surprised bachelorette party right? Eceyh macam famous konon2 semua tertunggu2 nak baca blog haha. Well, received the copy of the DVD made by the photographer and the pictures are all awesome lah!

The first plan was ruined by the bride herself when she made an adhoc decision to fly to Jakarta for her pre-wed shoot on the night the party was supposed to be. Now you guys should know how random she could be hoho. She might blog about it one day tunggulahh. So, we finally decided to have a surprised fine dining for her. Since I'm so far in JB nak p survey tempat semua tak boleh jadik perempuan2 kesayangan sudah membuat research yg sepatutnya haha thanks girls I owe you guys big time! And after texting, messaging and calling we decided to have it at Alexis. And it was all well-planned that the fiance yang muka innocent dan selalu kantoi bila bohong pun berjaya bawa dia dinner konon2 client nak treat dinner sebab tak dapat attend wedding.

I flew to KL that evening and reached Midvalley at 6pm. Got her crown and gifts and waited for the girls to reach there. We all wore white that night and met up at Alexis, The Gardens with the balloon, the badge, the crown and the gifts for her. I called Lynda just to have a chat with her since I told her I couldn't be in KL to help her out coz I'd have a presentation. She was all moody telling me that the fiance was late for dinner haha. We waited for about an hour and half and there she was with the fiance, giving us her jaw-dropped face and 'woahhhh' yes, dia terkejut sungguh. It was good to see her again =)

We had so muc fun that night. Makan melampau and spoilt the diet. Dessert yang yummay. The photography session went wild nyehehe macam2 pose baring duduk diri semua ada. And the moronish-yet-awesome karaoke-ing session. I fell asleep in the room regardless of the girls' shrieking voice yang nyanyi lagu rock kapak tahun berapa pun tatau lah haha.

I left KL the next day since I had a discussion on Sunday, the day we had to compile our assignments for the final project haih. It was a great weekend by the way. Jadi, mari cuci mata tengok a few piccas ok? I came back JB and started counting the days to her wedding pulak! ;)

The pretty bride-to-be with her crown.

The sweet badge we got her ;p

The bestest girlfriend who has gone through a lot with me =)

Maaf, kami memang gedik haha.

Told ya! ;p

With the gifts for her. Mine's innocent. Others' were kinky and cute haha!

Masks itu hanya sampingan tapi habis juga lah tercabut bulu2 pink dan hitam gara2 berebut haha.

Penat menanti cik bride-to-be tiba.

After bloating our tummies with yummyness! ;p

Uh-oh.

2009-10-11T19:37:00.003+08:00

Oh, I'm feeling better already after scratch-scratching a few lines hours ago. Bitbit came over to send dinner. Nasi goreng seafood (full of tiger prawns, squids, and crabs yummayyy!) and iced coffee. I hardly have dinner lately but it's for the assignmentsss you see. I love stuffing my tummy with good food when assignments are piled up. Haha. And ah, the meal is also for my early sahur coz I might be fasting tomorrow. Read again, MIGHT ok people. It's ambiguous. I tend to sleep early during fasting days. I tend to yawn like a lazy ass cat during fasting days. And I just cant afford to do all that since I'm having a presentation on my final project for this semester on this coming Tuesday. So, I need to have as much energy as possible to be able to talk in front of the mirror, practising my speech. It takes hours to practice, including the interval time along the way of the practise in case if I see any black heads or pimples pop out on my face nyehehehe. ;p

Anyway, final exam is just around the corner. Blerghh right? But I'm putting that aside for now. I am now feeling very excited to this weekend. My bestest bestest best girlfriend is getting married! There's so much to do before she ends her single life. And and I just came back from her surprise bachelorette party at Alexis! She was so surprised with the party I tell you. And we hired a photographer for the party. So, we are now patiently waiting for the gorgeous piccas lah! It was a gorgeous night for sure and I bet all the girlfriends will be really sad to hand our Barbie girl to her man for good soon kan? :(

So bestfriend, see you this Thursday night ok? I'm all yours til your Big Day! I love you.

What do I tell my heart?

2009-10-11T13:02:00.003+08:00

What do I tell my heart
when you, with all the guts in the world, is so brave in hurting me?

Dear God,
I've not asked much lately.
But could You, in whatever ways try to return the old gift you gave me last time?

:(

Beeeeeeezzzzzzzzz.

2009-09-30T20:27:00.002+08:00

Aku teramat busy buat masa ini. Teramat ok. Bukan exaggerate. Tapi sungguh.

Bila tinggal 9 minggu lagi, bontot pun tak boleh duduk diam. Semua benda tak kena. Banyak lagi belum selesai. Inilah akibat mencari rezeki terlalu jauh dari kampung halaman. Aku di selatan. Hati di utara. Eh eh, semua tempahan di utara dan KL. Tsk tsk.

Sahabat aku yang akan kahwin 3 minggu lagi juga tak sempat aku merisik khabar.haha bunyi macam aku kat perantauan pulak. Baju pengapit belum siap. Eceh. Baju apricot orange untuk solemnizationnya pun baru dihantar ke tailor. Harap2 aku tak perlu melilit macam kain sari lah nanti. Tolonglah Kak Ani bagi siap! ;D

Busy pun masih sempat menaip panjang begini. Okaylah. Banyak sebenarnya nak aku kongsi. Tungguuuuuuuu! ;D

Roaaarrrrrr! ;D

2009-09-13T10:49:00.003+08:00

Hey darlings :)

6 more days to go before raya. I am all excited and have started packing up already. Haha. Have got my 3 kurung moden tailored and I am loving them to bits! Bought 8 boxes of raya cookies for Mom. Well, for me too haha. Yes, I'm always addicted to cookies that I can't stop eating them ;D

Will be driving with Bitbit on Friday noon. Hope to reach Alor Star by late night since I'd have another long journey to Terengganu (Mom's kampung) after Subuh. I miss all my cousins and have prepared some duit raya for the little ones. And of course, the awesome nasi dagang kukus by my nenek and superb nasi minyak by my aunty - God, I will suffer from severe fats and cholestrol jammed, okay, severe is exaggerating ;D

Oh, I won't be celebrating Raya in Kedah. So, girlfriends - hope to see you girls during my wedding lah! Hehe. Will deliver my wedding cards as soon as printing is done. Dad is the sponsor so I shall patiently wait for the outcome after giving him a few samples to be chosen by Mom and Dad. Well, Mom has started to like my idea of DIY but Dad is really against that. So since he's the main sponsor - I don't mind having those card-raya-like square wedding cards in white ;p I'm more eager and excited in entering our new crib after the wedding hehe. More fun I would say. And yes, I love going crazy with the man I love in decorating our little castle ececeh. ;p ;p

Am going out to have a good time with Bitbit and also, buka puasa with him since we hardly have time for that. He comes back from work after break-fasting at the office (and yes, the company provides awesome food for berbuka for free! Imagine THAT) and by the time he finishes performing tarawikh, I'm already falling into my lala land haha. Ahh, haven't got my Raya shoes. And also selendang to visit kubur. Will search for it lah.

Jom shopping! =)

May God bless you, Lovs.

2009-09-11T19:40:00.009+08:00

Weekend is finally here. Yeay!

UPSR is over. A big relief for the kids I bet. And the teachers too. Hehe. For the past 3 days, all Year 6 teachers in my school (and perhaps other schools too) gathered in the hall, tried to give our final motivational talk to our kids. Some of the kids looked freaking worried. Some were putting wide smiles on their face, probably trying their best to look positive.

Well, English paper was on Thursday. It was the same day I had to submit my annoyingly and amazingly difficult critical review assignment. So, I had a sleepless night the day before, thinking of how my kids would perform the next day and struggling to complete the write up. God. It was a disastrous night for me. Haha. I'm exaggerating already :D

And on the day itself, I went to school with ugly eye-bags. As the Panel Head of English Panitia, I was to give a motivational talk to all the kids. The parents were around. Some of them were there since the first day of exam. The Muslims parents recited Yassin in the surau while waiting. Others were perhaps reciting their prayers and waiting patiently for their kids. Teruja I tengok. And when I entered the surau to recite Yassin on Thursday (haha jahat gila bila paper BI baru gedik nak baca), I saw this one lady who is a parent to one of the kids. She was performing a solat hajat and then reciting Yassin. At the end of it, when she was reciting her doa, she cried. Muka yang sejuk mata memandang, suci bersih sungguh taulah muka mak2 kita kan. Mungkin bersungguh2 minta doa bagi anak dia dapat buat elok2. And I got to know from my colleagues that she has been doing that all the way while waiting for her daughter. Kalau sejam 15 minit paper tu, sejam 15 minit lah dia akan baca Yassin dan Quran. Terharu I. Moga2 I jadi macam tu juga nanti. Hoh kuat berangan. Ya Allah, makbulkan lah doanya ok? Dan doa aku juga. Amin.

I pelik kenapa paper BI dia org suka bagi hari last2. Geram. Jadi I rasa nervous lama. Benci betul. Dahlah hari last, masa akhir pulak tu. Terpaksa I jalan ke hulu ke hilir macam ayam berak kapur tunggu budak2 abis exam. But you know what, after 10 minutes of English paper 2, ada pengawas peperiksaan cari I cakap ada budak minta nak hantar adik dia yang darjah 3 balik rumah. So, I yang setahun jagung nie terus lah kalut2 tanya cikgu2 lain apa nak buat. And pengawas peperiksaan bawa I jumpa the boy yang rupa2 nya budak I ngajar.

I pun tanya, "Najib, kenapa nak antar adik balik? Selalu adik balik dengan apa? Jawab dulu sampai habis, nanti baru jumpa adik awak. Selalu adik balik naik apa?" (Ya, I ulang dua kali soalan sebab I geram dia berkeras nak hantar adik dia balik). And Najib jawab, "Adik saya lain sikit teacher. Dia terencat. Nanti kalau dia balik sorang2, saya takut dia kena langgar kereta. Selalu saya jalan kaki dengan dia". Korang rasa, aku rasa apa time tu? Tsk. Tersentap and aku terus diam tengok pengawas peperiksaan tu yang muka pun lost tak tau nak buat apa. Dan macam biasalah aku tak boleh kawal, bergenang lah air mata sebab terharu gila ada abang yang mulia gila mcm tu. Tuhan. I terus pegang tangan dia, cakap 'Okay, biar teacher hantar adik awak balik rumah ok? Nama adik siapa? Kelas mana? Teacher pi cari dia sekarang.' Terus muka dia nampak lega. Bagitau alamat rumah and details adik dia. I terus ajak colleague I pi cari ciptaan Tuhan yang istimewa tu dan hantar balik ke rumah.

Adventurous kan hari I semalam? And I learnt a lesson from Najib. Baiknya hati dia. I pray hard that God will give him 5A's in UPSR and also happy days ahead. Betapa I kepingin dikurniakan anak sebaik itu. Amin.

Kenapa nie?

2009-09-08T08:54:00.002+08:00

Woohhhhhhhhhhh wohhhhhhhhhhhh.

Rasa jakun seminit sebab dah lama tak online. Tak onlineeeee ok bukan tak tulis blog. Tsk.

Pathetic sungguh bila rumah ada wireless nak buka laptop pun tak sempat.

My wedding preparation is like a wheel. And it rolls fast that it makes me cry at times and laugh like a moron with my man. But I'm so lucky to have this beautiful person by my side all the time =)

At the moment, I'm hell busy completing my assignment. It's a critical review of a 20 pages journal. And the review must be in 8 pages at least and I'm only half way of it seram gila ok!

Tapi hari ni I cuti sebab budak UPSR jawab paper BM jadi cikgu BI dan Science cuti dulu. Esok kami akan bekerja keras bagi final extra class sebab parents suruhhhhh blerghh kalau I jadik student harus menangis ada tekanan perasaan kan. Tapi I hanya akan chill dengan budak2 I esok buat lawak, borak2 biar dia orang rasa ok teacher tak saiko jadik mesti soalan tak susah esok hahahahaha.

Bought that Ratu Sehari on last Saturday tapi sampai hari ini masih packing dalam plactic cantek2 tak sempat buka benci. :(

I failed my diet on the weekend kerana 2 sweetheart saya datang berbuka di rumah jadik kami memasak tom yam campur, ayam masak merah, kerabu mangga, kangkung belacan, buat fruit cocktail with icecream, buah melaka and cekodok. Yaaaaaaaaa makan macam orang kebulur tak dapat nasi setahun. Isk.

But saya insaf dah. Jadi, I'm back to my cereal and milk diet. Bitbit yang memang kurus makin kurus bila puasa walaupun makan nasi 2 kali sehari dengan amount yang melampaui batas. Menyampah betul ahha.

Despite of having those crazy hectic days, I masih gedik kira hari nak balik kampung untuk rayaaaaaaa. Ngeh. Sumpah tak sabar. Siapa yang takmau pulang ke kampung untuk raya kan? And by the way, it's my last raya as a bachelorette. Benci benci.

A Quickie?

2009-09-02T19:54:00.005+08:00

Hello hello lovelies = )

Just had my breakfasting with my pregnant housemate (Oh I got overexcited knowing she's pregnant after a few times buying the pregnancy test haha. The hubby is teaching in Selangor kesian kan dok jauh2 gini? Haih. Well, I'm praying hard that she'd get transferred soonish! And I know she is doing the same). By the way, had two pieces of white bread and some tuna plus a glass of chocolate milk. I'm up to my diet. Yes. Again. Haha.

It's my third day of fasting (blame the unstable cycle which annoyingly comes and goes just like that!). The diet has been smoothly fine so far. Three days of bread and milk. Two days of almond clusters and milk for sahur. Seram kan kan. But oh well, let's see how far I can go with this kind of diet! ;p

Went back hometown for 1st Ramadhan! It was so nice having superb mom who is a pro cook and awesome dad who is very generous dapat baju raya dan duit raya in advance woh. Ngeh. Went KL with Bitbit on Thursday night. Stayed at Kak Yong's for 2 nights and Lynda's for a night. Had a blast for sure. Got to indulge myself with all the food I had been craving for and that's the reason I'm back to my crashed diet hoho.

Yang membuatkan saya kecur air liur haha.

Got to cross out another hantaran for Bitbit in the list yeayyy! Thank You Allah for your unconditional blessings for us. Thanks to the Grand Sale though the item vaccumed my money in a blink of eyes. Made my Bitbit promise to use it for a lifetime haha.

Met up with Kak Shaja for the lanterns! Yayyy. Thanks Kak Shaja for the awesome and quick service! Will be seeing her again for smaller lanterns. Now it's all up to my Lynda for the deco haha. Don't worry baby, I'll hire a few Abang Gagah for you to hang all those. ;D

Got my baju pengapit tailored at Dzull Declassique. Thanks to my Lynda for the malap kain (she loves all malap colours for wedding). Don't worry babe, I asked them to make it look as 60s as possible. Am planning to go Jakel or Euromoda to search for Apricot Orange kain (another malap coloour and it's for her solemnization).

That's about it for now. I'm a bit busy since UPSR is just around the corner.

Lantern.

2009-08-26T17:21:00.005+08:00

Last May, my Lynda and I got to attend our highschool sweet girlfriend's wedding at KGPA. She's so lucky to have an awesome sister like Kak Shaja as her wedding planner. Anis had a Tiffany Garden Wedding. It was a beautiful one. Check out more pics at Kak Shaja's ok?

So, Lynda and I were eyeing on the gorgeous deco of the dais, the table centerpiece, and the canopy. Orang cakap warna biru menyejukkan.

Memang lah. Dapat pulak kakak sendiri yang memang awesome bab2 ni. Kak Shaja sila jadik kakak I sekarang haha. =D

One of the decos that captured our eyes were the baby blue lanterns hung over the canopies. Chomel ok. Kan kan? Dengan centerpiece yang chomel dan dais yang sweet, isn't that perfect for a garden wedding? =)

Anis kata Kak Shaja yang buat semua. Dia cuma gantung2 ja. Lucky her ey? ;p

After experiencing the Pink-Lilac engagement of my bestie and the awesome deco at Anis' Tiffany Garden Wedding, how about having lilac and baby pink lanterns for decos? Tapi aku tak kreatif. Lynda my kawan sejati - something to ponder perhaps? ;p

Rasanya tak perlulah meriah macam gini kan. Karang berpinau mata guest2 I haha. Macam pesta tanglung plak dah. Lynda sahabat karib, sikit2 pun cantek juga ;D

Mana nak carik lantern macam2 size macam2 kaler people?

Poppy Woppy.

2009-08-26T14:22:00.005+08:00

Was talking nothings with my BFF on the phone last night for hours. We were laughing crazily about random things that came across our minds. Remember I blogged about those gorgeous oversized white handbags? So we were talking about handbags since Bitbit has already started to ask, 'Baby, have you made up your mind on which handbag to buy?' Hoh.

Since my Barbie knows how fickled minded I can be, so she asked me to take my own sweet time deciding which handbag I want. Haih lah. Our eyes were caught up at this webby . Cekidaud pipel. Tengok handbag2 poppy yang sungguh colourful tu. Nampak funky kan? Tapi bila dipikirkan sizenya yang gabak untuk letak atas dulang dengan kaler yang gabai outshine, tak melampau kah? Hoho.

Dalam banyak2 colour, aku rasa ini lah yang paling sejuk mata memandang. Kenapa? Rasa macam beg sekolah kah? =p

Packed.

2009-08-26T13:28:00.003+08:00

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ok ok people. Hope it's not too late to wish you Happy Ramadhan! And hey, it's only the 5th day so baru lagi, yes? Tho I haven't had the chance to fast yet nyehehehe blame the stupid cycle, I'm all excited to welcome Ramadhan!

Well, it's a school holidays. Yayy. 10 days break. Yayyy. But I only got to spend my hols at home for 3 darn days since I had classes on Tuesday and Thursday stgfhsdgtwtf ok tak baik marah2 bulan puasa. Who on earth would want to stay at their rental house alone during hols right righhhhhttttt? Pfffttt! And I had to teach an extra class to my Year 6 kids this morning which drove me up the wall thinking what Mom would cook for breaking fast today hahahahhaha. But anyway, I got to indulge myself with Mom's cooking (I bet everyone's mom makes the best cook in the world ey?). Buka puasa dengan gulai tulang campur rebung, kerabu mangga, udang goreng, ulam, air asam (my fav!) and ayam rempah. Kau tak rasa nikmat kah? Orang bangun sahur aku pun terhegeh2 bangun hahaha. Walaupun Mami masak cincai goreng ikan kembung dengan udang masak kicap plus ulam kobis pun aku makan macam orang tak jumpa makanan sebulan aiceyh. Oh boi :( And I'm already missing my dad's blabbing about his future plan to be rich haha and mom's sharing her scary thoughts on H1N1 (mom is the frontliner to train nurses and docs for H1N1 so she never fails to remind her kids about how scary the virus is).

Last night, went berbuka with Bitbit rindu juga pada makhluk ini hihi. Makan tomyam, kerabu mango, ayam panggang konon takmau bagi aku rindu rumah lah. Blergh. Tak sama kottttt. But yeah, I enjoyed the meal walaupun hanya teman orang berbuka ngeh ngeh. I cant wait for tomorrow night. We'll be heading to KL yayyy! I already ordered macam2 food from my Kak Yong (she inherits the cooking skill from Mami) and am gonna drag Adik cari nasi kerabu di Bazaar TTDI. God god god it's all about food. Haha. Will be seeing my dolly Barbie. We've been talking on the phone for hours but it's still not enough to pour out every funny and wacky story we have haha. She'll be attending her kursus kahwin. I'll be dragging Bitbit to go shopping for our hantaran yayyy God give us more money ok? And we'll break fast together later on. I'm so craving for the nicest cendol at Chawan. What the heck will I have enough time to makan all this? Sounds greedyyyy? I know. Jadi, akan ku cuba susun schedule supaya tidak frust dan perut tak bloated. Woh. ;D

It's been so long since I last did the relaxing treatment to my hair. Made an appointment with Kevin at 3p.m. But I'm wayyy to lazy to get off my bed. Tapiiiiiiiii, since the treatment will take more than 3 hours baik aku pergi kan?

Ok people. Talk to you loves soonish! *Smooches* =)

Hadiah Pintu.

2009-08-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

Both of us have been doing some serious surveys on doorgifts since the past few days. I'm going back Kedah this coming weekend (Ya Allah, sumpah tak sabar mau sahur pertama di rumah dengan nasi putih panas dan ikan kembung goreng!) and then will be in KL for the weekend after. So, there'll be loads of shopping I reckon. Wedding shopping lahh.

Been browsing through the net for pictures of nice doorgifts. Since my solemnization will be on a separate day, we need to think of some simple nice doorgifts for the guests right? Opinions and suggestions are always welcome people ;) I'm in need of ideas coz Bitbit saya agak choosy and indecisive when it comes to this. Jadi, kepala terus berserabut dan mata jadi rambang bila makin hari makin banyak gambar dia tunjuk. Haha.

Wandered through si ole2 manis, adalah yang memikat hati. Kalau dapat sebijik macam dalam gambar, I'll be simply happy! I'm still in the midst of dealing with si ole2, but peeeps ... help me by giving some ideas ok?

Bitbit suggested this for our solemnization. Perfect colour. Perfect design. Not too much ey? Isinya belum kupikirkan lagi. Tapi kalau letak Belgium Chocs tengok kat blog Kak Shaja macam nice kan? Especially yang heartshape itu ;) Letak dalam 2-3 biji ke?

Haha. Of course ini saya yang suka. Ngeh. Kalau si ole2 boleh bagi sebijik macam nie, memang menawan hati ok.

This is also nice. I want the white one. Tapi isinya pon belom tau lagi.

Ok kah? Kamu semua pikir bagaimana?

Janji mesti ditepati.

2009-08-15T20:37:00.007+08:00

Baiklah. Seperti yang dijanjikan aiceceyh =D

Last Saturday, kawan sekolah rendah merangkap coursemate di uni telepon tergedik2 ajak aku menonton pertandingan marching band. Siap bodek cakap 'Sekolah hang mantap gila weh!'. So, apa lagi pantang kena bodek aku terus ajak Bitbit yang memang selalu berbulu telinga bila dengar aku puji sekolah aku yang terchenta ngehngeh.

It started at 9a.m. Jadi aku bangun awal pagi, basuh kain, kemas bilik sementara tunggu Bitbit mandi bunga haha lama gila sebelum datang fetch. Grabbed breakfast at McD and headed to Stadium Perbadanan Pasir Gudang.

Disebabkan pertandingan nie di Johor, jadi stadium dipenuhi penyokong2 Sekolah Tun Fatimah. St John yang mewakili KL juga bawa penyokong yang sentiasa semangat terjerit2 cakap, 'Who's gonna win?' dan yang lain jerit, 'St Johnnnnnnnnnnn!' hahaha.

Jadi mari layan gambar2 yang sempat aku snap. Mari mari.

Sekolah Tun Fatimah. Smart kan baju? Main sambil baring2 lagi tapi sayang hanya menang tempat kedua untuk drum major terbaik.

Jeng jeng jeng sekolahku syurgaku ceywahh. Sultanah Asma School Band. Sekolah lain main lagu Bunga Emas, Jingli Nona dia orang main Fantasia Bulan Madu by Amy Search haha. Walaupun Bitbit tak cakap apa2 aku tau meremang juga bulu roma dia hahahah. Maaf aku poyo.

Sekolah Inggeris Derma, Perlis. My dad's school. Boleh tahan juga.

Dari Kuching, Sarawak.

Ya, sampai 2 gambar aku bagi. St John. Hijau berkilat2 baju mereka. Penari2 tambahan kaler rambut perang lagi you. Bitbit yang gender bias haruslah sokong St John walaupun tak menang langsung. Eh eh dia orang menang props paling warna warni. Tengok pun dah boleh agak. Semua kaler pon ada.

Dari Sabah. Theme 'football'. Fun juga.

Semuanya ada 13 buah sekolah yang bertanding. Perak menang tempat kedua and tempat ketiga Terengganu yang dapat. Semua pun hebat. Kalah menang kan adat pertandingan? ;D

r.a.n.d.o.m

2009-08-12T20:14:00.005+08:00

Wooooooooo hello hello. Sudah lama tidak ketemu ya? =D

Oh well, I've been on a roller coaster ride since last week. Haha. Life gets all hectic and packed up. 3 more weeks to go before UPSR so I've started to have those stupid butterflies in my tummy sigh sigh sigh. My kids are still having fun in class. Get all sulky whenever their teachers nag and scream. Who likes to be nagged anyway right? Tapi kalau bagi sample essay boleh lipat buat roket kau tak rasa macam balloon kembong tunggu masa nak pecah ke? Aiseyh. For the last two weeks, my school organized Kem Ibadah for the Year 6 kids. Buat solat hajat, bengkel UPSR, and motivational talks. It's to prepare them for their big day you see. Lepas kem nangis2 datang salam dengan cikgu minta maaf minta ampun peluk cikgu sampai cikgu pun rasa nak nangis. After the camp, buat perangai lama balik stgdfgsthdwtf?? Well baby, they ain't called kids for no reasons ya?

My sore throat made a come back blerghh. Blame all the tropical fruits. Who on earth could resist buah-buahan tempatan? Ngeh. I've been eating rambutans for the past 4 days. The clerk in my school brought loads and loads of rambutans taken from herorchard to school. She packed a huge plastic of it and gave it to me. Awwww sweeet ha? Betol Mami kata buat baik dengan orang, mesti orang ingat aiceyh. ;p

Despite having those busybee days, I managed to steal some time to catch a movie with Bitbit. Aaaaaaaaaaaaa The Proposal was awesomeeeeee goooo goooo watch people! Amy - lepas saya baca entry kamu lah terus tergedik2 maw tengok! Haha. Bitbit and I kept laughing in the cinema yeah we had fun! =)

I spent my last Sunday at Stadium Perbadanan Pasir Gudang watching a marching band competition among schools in Malaysia. And and and, my school -Sultanah Asma School won the 1st prize haha. They became a champion for International Musical Festival in Italy last year so it's quite expected that they would win this competition. After all these years, I'm still proud to be part of the school haha ayat poyo mesti ada. I'll upload some pictos later and also more updates on the competition ok?

p/s: My wedding preparation is still at pause sftrdgwtf. I had a rough week last 2 weeks about the preparation. Will update soonish ok people? Tungguuuuuuuuuuu =D

Cinta sejati.

2009-08-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

A good piece from our beloved Yasmin Ahmad;

Sejati bukan?

** Kadang2 aku terpikir, bolehkah cinta yang ada sekarang sama hebat dengan cinta ibu terhadap bapaku? Atau cinta perempuan dalam video ini terhadap lelaki pujaan hatinya?

Time will tell?

2009-08-01T10:01:00.001+08:00

Next in the list would be watches. Oooohhh. Well, this item always costs us a fortune bukan? Mana ada jam yang murah. Lainlah jam imitation kat pasar malam or jam Ben10 atau Transformers untuk kanak2. Itupun harga boleh buat aku makan di TGI atau Italiannese. Kan?

That explains why we always say 'Time is Precious'. Hoh.

I love the bling bling and he loves the chrono. Tapi bila jalan2 layan nafsu tengok jam, do you agree that men's watches are more and wayyy expensive than the women's? Tsk. I told Bitbit that we must wear the watches we bought until it breaks apart baru pikir mau tukar baru. Haha. Tapi kalau mahal sangat pakai 10 tahun pun, apa salahnya kan?

Simple, yet so nice.

CD. Very feminine ha? I don't like the strap. Aku jadik rimas.

Cerruti 1881. Rose gold dia menawan hati.

Nampak macam main2 siap ada gambar ikan. Tapi awas. Chopard nie. 2 ekor ikan emas tu. Pikir balik kalau nak cakap harga dia murah. Tsk.

Woh. Idaman hati selalu ;D

Bad Influenza.

2009-07-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

Oh the world is now showered with H1N1 cases kan? I'm not fully recovered from my fever and coughing and sore throat yet. But, it gets better I would say. Fever has gone, sore throat too. But coughing is still there. Thank God, no signs of flu. For now. Just pray that there'll be none ok?

Nonetheless, having fever on and off resulted to dragging myself to the clinic. I've got mc for two days on Monday. I rested at home on Monday but went to school on Tuesday since I got tons of work to do plus berat hati nak mengabaikan budak2 Year 6 yang tinggal berapa minggu sebelum UPSR tsk tsk tskkk.

Speaking of H1N1, I went to do my blood test at the nearest Klinik Kesihatan kerajaan. It took them a few hours to produce the result. And Alhamdulillah, no signs of that bloody influenza which has killed a number of innocent ones. Jahat gila. But the blood test showed me something else which transparently explained why I always fall sick. Haih. Well oh well, God must have sayang I lebih that He wants to test me constantly ey? =)

p/s: Too bad we've lost Yasmin Ahmad, one of those who has a big heart and is full of love ya? Al-Fatihah.

Too demanding? Perhaps no.

2009-07-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

Being in and out of a relationship has taught me tons of amazing things. And one of those is I've learnt what I actually want from a relationship.

Well, everyone wants a monogamous relationship right? The one which involves only you and me. Not the one with you and me and another girl. Tsk. I'm seeking for a mature relationship. And come on, it's not high school anymore. It's not a matter who has the richest boyfriend or the hottest girlfriend or boyfriend. Not even the sexiest one. It might be a bonus. But no no, I'm not looking for that. I don't want hanky panky anymore.

It's all about having someone who can handle and deal with us at our worst and still can accept us. Someone who is able to seek for the best in you rather than the worst.

And I just want someone whom I can see my future with. Someone who has the balls to stand for me and is willing to step on his manly ego just to have a great time with me. Yes, someone like that. Someone who is not afraid to give in at times just to see you smile. Someone to goof around, be silly with and of course to grow old with. ;D

And someone who has a little bit of substance. Not like hollow. Have some brains. But not a pea-sized one, ok? And someone who is not judgmental. That's important ok =)

Well, the longer you live, the more people you meet, you may become extra choosy of what you want in a relationship. True kan?

I've found that someone. And he's definitely my man =)

p/s: Don't puke. I always act like a moron when he's not around. Haih.

Rhino is my twin?

2009-07-26T08:51:00.000+08:00

I miss my man already :( He's reaching JB tonight with a moist chocolate cake given by his mom, specially for me. Awww, that was sweet. I couldn't fetch him up as I'm having a high fever plus a sore throat. Yesterday was the worst that I couldn't even bring myself to sleep. My whole body was aching like crazy. I even sat on a stool while having my shower. Yes, that bad. To make things worse, I was home alone (one of my housemates went to KL to see her hubby and another one had a course to attend). All I did yesterday was lying on the bed like a rotten vege. I need you badly baby :(

I'm feeling better today. The temperature has gone down. But the sore-throat makes me swirl badly. Haih. The only thing I swallowed since yesterday was a slice of Butterscotch Gardenia bread and a mug of hot milo. I keep drinking mineral water like a rhino to ease my sore-throat. And that results to peeing now and then stgdhskwtfwtf.

My pay check is in. And I got my areas (oh, why didn't it reach 10k?Ngeh). I should be happy to hear that. But I didn't get to splurge yet. At least, for a pair of nice + comfy + bunion friendly shoes? I just have to wait.

Ayah and Mami are in Terengganu, visiting my grannies and indulging themselves with durians, rambutans, mangosteens. Isk. Ayah has started to nag me about giving him the sample I want for my wedding card as he's gonna spend on my wedding cards. Hoh! Bapakku memang budiman lah haha. I told my parents about my idea on DIY-ing some parts of the card and they went 'noooooooo!' with capital N. I reminded them that it might cost a bomb. But they did not listen. They just wanted a sample and would later discuss with the vendor. Whatever to that. All I have to do now is pester Bitbit to be creative and help me. And will we have the time to do that Darling? =(

My Fair Share.

2009-07-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

Bitbit flew off to Kedah this evening. His childhood friend got married. And this means, I'll be spending my weekend at home. Alone. I got all sulky last night when he got his tix to Kedah. Not because he's going to leave me alone over the weekend. It's because he got to indulge himself with Iman Kuey Teow Kerang, Nasi Yasmeen, Cendol Pulut Mergong (all my favourite delicacies which you won't find at any other places except Kedah, really!). Long sigh. Okay. I better not get too carried away with this. Tsk. But the FOOD? OMG. Okay fine. Stick to your diet baby or else you'll look like a rotten pumpkin on your big day ok?

Anyway, I'm not gonna die out of boredom this weekend. I have plenty of things to do. Exam papers to be marked, monthly test paper to be done, books to be marked, articles to be read and reviewed, laundry to be done, clothes to be ironed and folded and and and house keeping. Aiceyh. All in two days? Blergh. Why on earth do we only have 2 days for weenkend? So darling, you've chosen the right time to leave me alone over the weekend. Ngeh.

I can't wait to go home for Ramadhan. Oh, it's school holidays ok people. I get to spend my first day of Ramadhan at home. My first sahur at home too. Isn't that great? 10 days of school holidays is just ossum possum baby! But, did I tell you I only get to be at home for three days? Because I have tutorials on Tuesday and Thursday sjkdgjshdwtf.

Oh yes, I'm still doing some surveys on my hantaran items. And I guess, I've taken too much time eyeing on gorgeous handbags. Haha. Bitbit asked me to take my time, choosing which handbag to buy since I have the tendency to go all frustrated after buying one and then happened to see a better one. Kalau harga seringgit dua buat perangai macam tu tak apa lah. Haih.

So far, I have a few in mind. And each time we go KL, we never fail to stop by at Pavillion, KLCC and Star Hill to feast our eyes on those bloody gorgeous handbags. God, murahkan rezeki Bitbit saya ok? =p

Mari cuci mata dengan saya. I looove oversized shoulder bags. And I don't think I'd mind having handbag yang gabai atas dulang. After all, I want a bag which I'll carry often. Not for cocktail or dinner on cruise only. Haha. A handbag which I can put all my stuffs inside without having to worry that my handbag looks fat or bloated. Kan?

I went googling for the pictures. Pilih pilih. ;p

Yes, I loove white handbags. Nampak suci bersih. Kamu tak rasa semuanya nampak menggoda?

Last weekend.

2009-07-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

I spent my last weekend in KL, oh yes again. Haha. My Darling Diary, who has been sticking to me for 3 years already got engaged! Yay! See see, the week before my bestest barbie girlfriend was engaged. We are not called bestfriends for no reasons ok. We even got engaged in the same year. Ngeh.

She chose pink too. It's not their colour you know. But yeah, pink is an undoubtedly sweet colour. Siapa akan kata hodoh kan? Bitbit had his futsal match on Friday night. So, he decided to leave JB early morning the next day. And my lovely readers, early here means 3a.m. in the morning. When everyone was sleeping soundly in bed, some were dreaming endlessly while some were snoring like noone's business. He woke me up and asked me to get my shower quickly. Grrr? I know.

The event was at 11a.m. And I wanted to be with my bestie as soon as possible. Helping out here and there. But too bad, his futsal match spoilt my plan sheeeshhh. ;p ;p

Oh well, the event went beautifully amazing. Everything was simple, just as she wanted it to be. I reached her place at 9a.m. after getting my second shower and dolled up for the event and we still had time making jokes, goofing around and having fun. And oh, it was her birthday as well! Wasn't it wonderful - getting engaged to your dream man on your birthday. She got absolutely excited! Who wouldn't anyway right?

Hun, happy belated birthday once again. Congratulations and may you and Faiez be blessed by God. Have fun going crazy with the wedding preparation. I've marked February on my 2010 calendar ;) Can't wait can't wait. I love you, for sure.

With her man =)

Her mini dais and some of the hantarans.

Minutes before she got her second ring! =)

Love you babe.

Aku Kaya.

2009-07-15T15:40:00.000+08:00

So, what updates shall I share with you guys now?

I'm back from a course. A course for all Year 6 English Teachers. I had fun at the course (amazing haa?). The facilitator was superb. She brilliantly splashed out all her knowledge and experience just to share with us. Thank you thank you.

My mind wandered wildly for a while during the course haha (tipu mesti semua orang pun hilang focus kejap heee!). Since the day I've started planning the preparation for my big day, I have always kept a notebook for me to jot down and sketch some random pictures of dresses (my fav! tho I suck at drawing), rings and also various sketches of dais. Aku suka berangan. Why not right?

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Well, who on earth wouldn't have a dream wedding right? Everyone deserves to be happy. And each one of us has all the rights in the world to dream of having our own imaginative and sweet weddings kan? Be it, a garden wedding, a grand wedding, a traditional wedding, a classy one or a simple yet meaningful one - all of us dream to have one. Yes, and I do too. Now, it's all up to our budget. If you have tons of money, so go splurge on your wedding! It's a bonus you know that you don't have to stress out yourself and others on planning a very grand wedding that doesn't fit your budget.

Some people say it's just a waste of money using fresh flowers for dais, deco and hantarans. Not only they're bloody expensive but they just don't last long. But hey, as long as you can afford it, go ahead. Yes, membazir itu amalan syaitan. But I don't consider that as membazir. I used fresh flowers for my hantarans, handbouquet and deco. And though Mom was against the idea initially, she happened to put those fresh roses in vases after the event coz she loves the smell! Yes, they didn't last that long. After all, semua yang hidup akan mati juga kan? Eceyh. ;p

And some say, why do you have to splurge so much on dais, deco, dresses if it's only for an engagement. Haih. Orang sekarang, ramai yang dah berfikiran moden. Ibu bapa yang lahir sebelum Independence Day pun dah pandai fikir secara moden. Yelah, orang cakap gebang sana sini nanti tak jadi kawen kang malu. Yes, true. Tapi kita doakan yang baik2 aja boleh kan? Jodoh, ajal, maut di tangan Tuhan. Kenapa perlu minta yang bukan2 kan? Moga2 doa yang kita minta untuk orang itu dimakbulkan, why not? Ni tak, kutuk sana sini, simpan hasad dengki macam tak sudah, last2 bila orang putus, bercerai berai seronok. Tak ke jahat tu? Korang tak rasa macam tu?

My engagement was simple I would say. Sedap mata memandang. Dan seriously, kami tidak stress tak tentu pasal bergaduh pasal duit tak cukup ke apa. Tunang aja baru. One thing I love about my man, he always asks what I want and like for our day. Manis bukan? Dan aku percaya lelaki pujaan korang pun tentu semanis itu. And and and, the most important thing, Bitbit and I didn't run out of budget. That's what matters most. At the same time, we've already started with our wedding preparation. We've done the planning earlier so that we roughly have the idea on when to spend our money. Coz we know we are not rich people. So, we must spend wisely. We have also kept aside a budget after our big day. For honeymoon, house rental, groceries, bills, furniture and of course - my tuition fees. Ngeh. There are other things which we need to consider after getting married. But as long as we can afford to pay, and our parents are supportive enough (ibu bapa kita semanis coklat tau), Bitbit has promised to make my dream wedding come true. And I for sure, will never cross the line on dreaming ambitiously haha (ukur baju di badan sendiri lah kan?).

Tapi, kalau orang tu kaya raya, mampu, duit berkepuk2 taktau nak buat apa, sedekah sudah, zakat sudah..apa salahnya kan? Janganlah kau berhasad dengki kerana itu amalan syaitan. Selagi tak membazir, niat baik tak perlu peduli apa kata orang ok? Ngeh.

Hebat tak ayat aku? Tsk.

Sebelum aku end entry nie, bagaimana kalau aku stick dengan theme colour nie untuk wedding aku. Cantek tak? Hoho!

Lelaki di sebelah Lynda nie, percaya tak aku cakap he was born with magic hands? ;p

As beautiful as a rainbow.

2009-07-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

I've been quiet these days huh? I'm still in the midst of coping up with the extraordinary hectic life. Meetings, campus life, workload, sickness, kids, social life (it has to be in the list okay no man is an island remember?). When they come in a package, you just have no choice but to give up on others. Sigh.

Nonetheless, I had a great weekend. My Barbie Bestie got booked by her man and I was part of the day! I'm glad that the night went beautifully pretty =) Bitbit and I took a day off and drove up to KL on Thursday night. I was having a fever but I couldn't help myself to feel excited seeing her and oh! it was her birthday that night!

Surprisingly, she lost some fats due to her crashed yoyo diet and her face was glowing (it's her birthday anyway and her loved ones were all around that night!) We had sleepless nights and tiring days before her Booking Day - my Barbie is a great procrastinator so she never fails to drive me nuts with that attitude haha! Imagine that we went goofing around in KLCC a day before her Booking Day to find her chocolates and another 2 stuffs of her hantaran. Not only that, we even crammed ourselves at Jalan TAR to find those tiny winy stuffs for the door gifts. Tsk.

But her engagement night was really pretty. She was superbly gorgeous, having Amy Janz to paint her face (Amy Janz is higly recommended ok!) and Man Kajang (he's already too famous to be introduced right? ;p) to tailor a beautiful pink dress for her - both had transformed my Bestie into a Classy Barbie Doll!

So come on, let's threat our eyes on these candies! =)

Introducing my bestest best girlfriend, who has been with me through ups and downs :)

I've told you she's gorgeous. With her mom and adorably darling Azril.

Oh, finallyyyy she was booked! The ring is pretty ok!

The sweetish pinkish tents. Percayalah, kami bekerja keras untuk deco table dia.

Cantek bukan?
Everyone's favourite, Hydrangeas! And some of the desserts that night. Semua favourite food dia ok.
The mini dais. And her sweet hantarans.

Abang Man Kajang's touch. The hantarans from her man. Sumpah aku jatuh cinta! ;p

Of course gambar kami perlu ada haha!

The day after before I left her place.
Forgive her for being super annoying. She got cranky after having to wash her hair 3 times after the event haha! Excuse my huge butt too. I failed my diet. Again. Tsk.

To Lynda, I'm glad to get to grow up having the nicest friend on earth. No matter how far we are, we still manage to be the closest and the bestest girlfriends ever. It's our 13 years anniversary of being bestfriends! God has sent a great man for each of us. And that's because we always believe that Karma works. He put us in the shit pits once or twice and then got us the most colourful rainbows. He must have His own reasons for doing that right? I'm looking forward to October and also December. Let's go crazy again ok? Love you babe. Kisses.

Win my heart and you'll be mine =)

2009-07-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

No no. I'm not talking about some random crushes or boys okay. I feel like writing about those little creatures to be put on my feet haha. Well, it's one of the hantarans baby. Jadi it needs a special entry lah.

Some people may decide to have those 3inches fancy shoes with the blings blings or feathers (oh ada ok!) or ribbons or butterflies. Women, be it whatever type of shoes they wear, they simply adore shoes kan kan.

I do too. Choosing which pair of shoes to put on is something subjective you see. They need to win my heart first. Most women don't wear the same shoes like everyday and everywhere they go. Pergi tengok movie pakai kasut lain, pergi dinner kasut lain, pergi picnic kasut lain, pergi shopping kasut lain. Perhaps, this only applies to certain people. But hey, shoes resemble us right?

For me, I want a practical kind of shoes. Which I can wear to work coz I spend most of my days at work and uni. And and, wearing fancy shoes like those with blings blings or feathers agak menggelikan ok walaupun cantik. Agak2 la kot kan. I've decided to choose a simple and nice pair of shoes. Not too high for heels. Not to fancy. Just nice and comfortable for me to walk up and down the stairs, wander around the class and of course decent enough to go to uni (I might have to drive straight away to uni after work haih.)

Christian Louboutin's. Haaaa. Kalau artis pergi Anugerah Bintang Popular mungkin sesuai lah. Aku nak pergi kerja pakai nie, kawan2 mesti ingat aku meroyan kan.

Louboutin's juga. Gorgeous bukan. Tapi colournya yang shocking agak menakutkan ok. Aku pakai kasut colour biru macam yang bawah nie pun, ada yang tegur, meriah kasut? Tsk.

Jimmy Choo's. Sekarang aku paham kenapa Choo sangat famous dan kaya. Kamu bukan saja cantik. Tapi pasti selesa juga bukan? Mahalnya kamu.

Nine West. Cukuplah sekadar yang simple tapi tetap menarik hati. Practical untuk aku. Korang aku tak pasti lah.

Nine West juga. Comel sungguh.

Will you marry me? Eh eh, will you be mine? Manolo Blahnik. Berkenan sungguh aku dengan kamu. Isk. Kenapa asyik pilih biru nie?

Candies anyone?

2009-06-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

I feel like eating candies now. Perhaps, I need to store up my fridge with tons of candies. Sigh sigh. This is not good ok - feeling down and stressful and upset for no particular reasons (ey wait, there's a reason behind this!a MAJOR one I suppose!). Do all girls go through the same cycle? Feeling upset and wallowed, claiming yourself moron as if you're the dumbest person on earth and each time your man asks you 'Baby, what's wrong?', you give that stupid-growling looks and tell, 'I'm having my PMS so shoooosshh please?' or 'I'm fine. Just stop annoyingly ask me the same question will you?'. Wtf wtf. Melampau kau. Haha.

Girls. You always have the best reason to escape huh? And boys prolly find it annoyingly cute or the other way round. Haih.

I should be snapping my face gazillion times. For thinking wayyy too much. Of the past. Tsk. And I'm still wondering why on earth do more girls become paranoias compared to boys? Shall I say, we'll be having this kind of major stupid disease when the time comes. Blerghhh. Annoying, yes? I know. I'm neurotic this way ok. I'd hate myself each time it comes back and hits my train-wrecked brain. Like seriously. It never fails to bring out the worst in me. And of course it causes many arguments with my man :(

There are certain things not worth remembering. Come come, let's chant this together many many times before going to bed, shall we? But why does it keep coming back? Benci lah macam ni. I've sworn not to jeopardize my present just because I have an ugly past. So, stop coming back, hitting my amazing future. Sigh sigh. Nanti aku amuk baru tau.

Hey baby, do you know that I secretly love the way you go crazy trying hard to make me feel better again? And laugh again? I really do. I'm lucky you know. Just, thank you baby, for the undivided attention.

I love you.

;D

White oh White.

2009-06-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

Our solemnization has been decided to be after Asar prayer, a day before the reception on my side. InsyaAllah, it's gonna be held at home. Ayah is working it out with Tok Kadi and his team so that my solemnization can be held at home. Area rumah saya jarang sangat orang buat di rumah. Jadi, Ayah is pretty worried that there'll be fellas who make fuss about it. I personally don't mind where my Akad will take place. As long as my family and my loved ones are there with me, I'm totally fine with it.

We chose white for solemnization. It's not the time to toy with so many colours since the theme for our reception is not finalized yet (hehe, I now get all mized up because of the colours. Doakan aku tak dapat rabun warna sket hari lg huuuu). We've done some surveys on pelamin di Kedah. Tak banyak bridal boutiques yang up-to-date macam di KL yang buat aku sakit hati bila tengok pelamin lawa2 isk. Bitbit and I want a simple white dais for our solemnization.

Something like this;

Suci kan? Sejuk hati tengok =)

Okay. This is a bit too much for nikah right? Nanti orang cakap aku gedik pulak. Tapi, cantek kan?

We need to have a simple one since the dais for reception agak gedik haha. So far, I'm eyeing on this one dais at one of the bridal boutiques in Kedah. Walaupun jauh dari rumah, tapi sebab nampak modern dan up-to-date, aku tetap jatuh hati. Haha.

Off Smelling Sexy.

2009-06-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

Some people think my wedding is wayyy to go. So, I need not worry of starting the preparation yet. But I can't help myself thinking and feeling worried about it. Well, some may think you shouldn't tell the whole world if the big day takes monthsss to go and yet you got excited blabbing out to the whole world about your day which also takes monthssssssssssssss to go. So shut up lah 'jangan mengata dulang paku serpih mengata orang dia yang lebih' kan kan. Haha.

I'm getting busier these days. Preparing teaching materials for my kids in school, getting started on the new semester - we hardly have time to even sit and go through over our checklists. So, early planning is smart enough right? We decided to start off our major shopping since we don't want to go dead broke when the big day's coming. We know we'd need tonsss of ka-ching when the big day's around the corner. More things will surely come up at the very last minute, trust me baby. So, shopping has to be our main activity during the weekend.

By the way, we've been doing the surveying activity since we started our shopping for Booking Day. Not a major survey I would say. Cuma jeling2 layan nafsu serakah ahaha tengok barang2 mahal. Tsk. Perfume is one of the hantarans. So, there's a few which captured our hearts with their smell. Hey hey kalau botol cantek menggoda tapi bau macam orang ketiak masam pakai deadorant pun tak guna jugak ok. But but but, these are those which we think produce the best smell lah.

Mari mari feast your eyes on these;

For Men -Polo Black. Bitbit loves this. But it has strong smell that it doesn't help even when I've smelled coffee beans. Recommended for smokers orang tu kata. Hilang kan bau asap rokok. But he has stopped smoking. Jadi, tidak perlulah kot?

Jean Paul Gaultier. Sexy bukan. Bau dia pun menggoda.Bitbit loves the smell but he had this 'geli ja tengok botol dia' looks on his facewhen he held the bottle wtf wtf haha. Tak sexy ke?

This is our favourite. Burberry the Beat. He went 'whoaaa amik nie satu!' haha.
It smells sexayyy and seductive hoho. Cubalah! ;p

For Ladies -

Bvlgari Rose Essentielle. I'm not a fan of flowery smell actually.
But this one captured my heart the first time I had a smell on it.

Mont Blanc. I used to wear this during my final year in Aussie. Tapi Bitbit kata bau macam jantan. Tsk. One of my personal favourites.

Miss Dior Cherie. Isk isk. Wangi ok. I carry a miniature of it everywhere I go.
The smell makes me feel pretty ceywahhh.

This is my ultimate favourite. Bitbit's too. I love all series of Incanto-s.
But I already got this from Bitbit during Booking Day. Jadi, jangan tamak nak dua tiga.

Ladies perfumes memang mengganggu jiwa raga. Too many great choices. Haih. Jadi, perlu tekad beli kemudian duduk diam2 kan?

Do It Yourself?

2009-06-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

Oh hi again people.

I just reached home from school. It's 5.30pm now. Haha I work around the clock now. I must get my shower quickly and get back to work. Next week, my school will be starting the programme '100 days before the exam'. So, I have started preparing the materials for all English teachers. Sigh. Okay, jangan merungut lagi nanti pahala habis haha. This Friday, it's 'Meet-the-Parents' for the Report Card Day. It's the day where the kids will be hiding behind their parents. Tsk.

Nonetheless, despite all the stressfulness and the hectic life, I am still anxious to write about my 'it-gets-real-slow-now' wedding preparation hoho! I hope I'll manage. Bitbit and I are working in JB. And we will be getting married in Alor Star, Kedah. If possible, I would love to include 'D.I.Y' in my preparation. But Bitbit already warned me many times about the time constraint. Haih haih haih. The chances for us to go back and forth to Alor Star is so little that I get frustrated each time I think about it. When we were getting engaged, we used to find some time to drive up KL to do the shopping. Hey, it's not that we couldn't find anything in JB ok. We did our shopping in JB also (SSF dia boleh tahan besar haha).

Back to the topic isk asyik lari topic je. D.I.Y. It's indeed very interesting. Tapi aku sedar diri tak creative mana so taklah ambitious sangat kan. The first victim to be 'D.I.Y'-ed, is the wedding card. Aiceyh. Sabar sabar. Don't scream ok. Not that I want to go and find the papers, design, print and cut them out. Tidak tidak. Haha. Everyone probably will be crying over the ugly card. I want something like this;

So cute. I love the small flowers touch on the card. Bila improvise ikut design local cards, mesti lagi comel bukan?

or this;

Yang ni nampak ganas sikit. It's all because of the black colour. Tapi not bad at all kan?

or maybe this one;Yang ini harus lah mengganggu jiwa raga. The colour, the design drive me nuts ok. I'm drooling over this kind of card. Simple. Mestilah tak susah sangat nak buat kan? Hoho!

Cantik bukan? I love the lace on the card actually haha. Boleh 'D.I.Y' ke? God, I'm dying to try out making the cards. Card tu nanti ikut theme color aku lah. Maybe boleh print the card and buy the lace and then paste it on the card? Tak D.I.Y sangat tapi design sendiri ok kan? Aku taknak lah the exact design macam nie. Rasanya nie sample aku amik dari overseas website kot. So, taklah sama macam nie. Mesti ada ayat Quran sikit, map lagi kan. Jadik kena improvise lah. Tapi yang aku nak sangat lace tu lah. Sumpah aku rasa menggegar jiwa kan? Sejuk hati orang tengok kad aku nanti. Tsk.

I'm not too sure whether this 'project' of mine will be more costly compared to having ready made cards. I'm hoping to fly this kind of card off to my loved ones. Aaaaaaaaaaaa! What do you guys think? Do you think I should proceed with the idea? If not, snap snap me on the face ok?

Saat Teruja (Episod 1)

2009-06-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

Tsk. Whoaa the title itself sounds like a serial drama ey? Haha.

Okay. After a looonnggg discussion with Mami (my mom), Mama (his mom) and many others, we finalized that we will be giving 11 - 11 for wedding hantaran. Woot woot! Just in case you want to know, Bitbit and I prefer to discuss our wedding processes like you know the dos and the don'ts with our significant ones. We experienced misscommunication during our engagement preparation (dramatic tak haha padahal pasal jumlah dulang aje pun!). Hence, initial plan must get into a discussion first. Jadi, tidak ada huru hara kemudian hari.

According to the custom and tradition, the number of trays should be in odd numbers. Kan? And also, the man should give less trays to the lady. Kan kan? For example, if I give 11 trays, he should in return give me only 9 trays. Tak gitu bang? But but but, according to certain customs pulak, Mas Kahwin and Sireh Junjung should not be counted as part of the trays given. Haaaaa pening kan. When we asked around, we got various and different answers from different people. So, we came up with the idea of giving 11 - 11. The 11 trays given by him will include Mas Kahwin and Sireh Junjung.

Here's our checklist for wedding hantaran. Eceyh.

For Him:

Sireh Junjung
Wedding ring
Perfume set
Watch
Shoes
Shirt + Pants + Cufflinks
Wallet + Belt + Tie
Chocolates
Cake
Dates
*** (Something he needs badly haha a new one for him! Tunggu nanti ok?)

For me:

Sireh Junjung
Mas Kahwin (I love this! haha)
Wedding Ring + Duit Hantaran
Perfume set
Watch
Shoes
Handbag
Cake
Chocolates
Fruits
*** (This would be his special gift for me jadi tak perlu reveal lagi ok?)

Basically, we plan to give those stuffs we need. And what matters most to us is the quality. Price range juga penting lah haha. Crossing it out one by one is my main and favourite pastime now though it only shows slow changes. Sabar itu kan separuh dari iman kan. Lagi pun, hawa nafsu pun kena control juga. ;D

Huhu Haha Over the Weekend.

2009-06-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

Bitbit and I had to work on Saturday. Hence, we're only left with Sunday to rest. However, last night Bitbit asked me out for a movie. And since we needed some good laughs, we decided to watch Monsters Vs. Alien. I'm a big fan of cartoons. We enjoyed the movie though it was a bit slow. Before the movie, we had our dinner at Kenny. I also managed to grab the new Pengantin mag (I'm drooling over the wedding dresses!) and two tops at Mangga. eh eh Mango.

I love the dinner, the ambience, and the companion for sure. We went 'aaahhh' and 'omg' over the wedding dresses and hantaran. Haih. Our jungled minds are getting restless over the weekend so we agreed to let them rest before everything go mashed up. Shopping has started. I love our checklist and also crossing it one by one. Slowly but surely we'll manage. We are still updating the checklist so that we can do the preparation smartly.

Trust me, the book is full with checklists haha.

See see sampai penat menulis haha.

Bitbit has started working overtime. Sumpah I sayang you ;p. I used to grumble a lot when he worked til late. We initially planned to further our masters together but he decided not to proceed with it yet. Tsk. He became a workaholic since I said 'Yes' to his proposal hehe. Jadi sekarang aku kena diam bila dia kerja kuat. But really, I'd rather him to slow down a bit lah instead of working like a mad man. God, guide us to the right way. Help us to hold on and keep us sane. Amin =)

The Pinkish July.

2009-06-21T10:47:00.000+08:00

My BFF is getting engaged on July 11th. We've been bestfriends for more than 10 years already! (God! Doll, we've grown up together, sleeping next to each other, and pulling each other's hair, laughing and talking nonsense like nobody's business for more than 10 years already? Tsk. I love you babe). And God creates us for each other coz He knows that we're so in love til we've decided to get married in the same year haha! We always compliment each other. She'll scream at me if I act dumb. And I'll yell at her when she keeps changing her mind obnoxiously. Well baby, I'm glad that you've finally made up your mind (your mom must be the happiest ey?) to the best guy in the world who's made specially for you! Congratulations congratulations =)

We share the same bad habit, gobbling up glutony! =)

I pestered her to visit me in Brisbane, Australia. We had fun at Seaworld!

I'm lucky that her engagement theme will be English Colonial which means she'll be toying with Pink + White + Lilac. So so so, I can explore the event and add to the jungle in my mind for my big day later hoho! She'll be wearing pink. The doorgifts will be in pink and white. The friends will be wearing lilac. Everything will be as sweet as candies I tell you.

Here's the invitation card to her engagement evening. Mari mari cuci mata ;)

Nice and simple kan? She's brave enough to choose pink though it is one of the colours she hates the most haha. I'm gonna take a day off for her engagement and drive up to KL on Thursday night (blame my lecturer for choosing Thursday for tutorial wtf). I'm sorry I couldn't make it earlier hun. You were there for my engagement for a week. Tapi apakan daya. Aku kakitangan kerajaan haha pathetic ayat. We'll make your dream day come true and rock it all out ya! I'm buzzing and looking forward to the day, really. Lilac kain has been sent for tailoring. Don't worry, I bought the exact colour as in Wikipedia ;p I don't intend to be out of frame, that's for sure.

A week after that, another darling bestfriend is getting engaged as well. She'll be in pink too. Tengok tengok, kawan2 aku yang despise pink akhirnya memilih pink sebagai warna pertunangan aku dah cakap warna tu cantik haha. She'll be booked on her birthday and I suppose that would be the best birthday gift for her. She has been there for me whenever I need her. We share our biggest secrets, our bad days, and of course our exciting moments like all the time. She'll be snapping me on the face whenever I'm out of track. She'll be confiding in when some b****es or a**hole get on her nerves. She'd hate those I despise and vice versa. We call it protective people =) haha! I'll try my best to be there hun.

My Darling Diary.

I'm wishing my women all the best. Have fun going through the process coz I am still enjoying myself. I'm praying hard that I'll be able to share the sweetest moment in your life lovelies! Mwahmwah!

Something to ponder.

2009-06-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

Kadang - kadang, hidup nie pelik kan?

Cuba pikirkan nie - You think or perhaps you're freaking sure that you've found your true love, your perfect match that you've decided to get hitched. Somehow, your thoughts and your mind still play the doubtful card. You called your exes perhaps simply to fool around, you dated other girls or boys probably just to get yourself out of boredom, you still keep your exes' or crushes' pictures and constantly or occasionally browse them simply because you care how they are now with their loved ones. Okaylah. If you're born to not be able to stick to one, or to not be able to live in boredom, what else can others do to help you right?

But, have a pity on your so-called perfect match. Kesian lah dia bersusah payah puji kau sana sini dekat orang, brag to others that you're the best one, dan kau annoyingly bersuka suki macam orang sawan. Okay, I may sound a bit harsh here but I just couldn't help myself to talk about it - over here. It's for you and I to ponder - how deep is actually our love towards our loved ones and how true are we in a relationship. I'm not perfect either. Kadang2 bila gaduh, mulalah compare sana sini dalam hati, maki hamun melampau2 dalam hati. Tapi bila dah sejuk hati, dia lah intan payung. Dia lah semua. Biasalah tu kan. Haha. Asam garam dalam hubungan.

Adoi.

Aku jealous juga tengok couple yang masing2 tak pernah ada bekas kekasih. Baiknya tak payah nak banding dengan siapa2. Hati pun tak sakit. Semua belajar sama2. Relationship pun tenang sket sebab takdelah bila gaduh keluar statement 'Mesti you punya ex girlfriend cantik dari i kan sebab tu lah you asyik gado ngan i' or 'dulu boyfriend i takdelah teruk macam u!' Tsk. Aku tau mesti ada yang dah lalui benda macam nie kan kan. Jangan tipu. Tapi tulah, semua orang ada baik buruk. Kalau nak compare2, sampai mati pun tak abis. Apa guna Tuhan jadikan kita lain2, betul tak? Eceyh. Pandai aku cakap kan.

Back to the topic. There are some wonderful people who willingly want to wait for you until you seriously get over your exes. You should be thankful for that. Coz I am. Perhaps, some of you find it hard to get over your exes due to various reasons God knows what lah kan. But I think, once you've decided to go serious with him or her, you should at least make a promise to yourself that you'd try all possible ways to get over your exes. Right? Nie tak. Call or text your exes out of boredom, ask other girls or guys out for coffee serupa orang baru nak keluar date. Apa cerita? Psycho? I know. Partner kau bertungkus lumus bekerja keras buat itu ini nak kawin kau bertungkus lumus suka suki. Blerghh. Benci orang macam nie.

Korang pernah jumpa orang macam nie? Aku dah jumpa. Paling malang sekali, kawan aku pulak tu!

p/s : Aku doa2 Bitbit bukan orang macam tu. Aku juga takmau jadi macam tu. God knows how hard I tried to get over my past and He once put me in the hardest pits and finally sent me a man with a big heart who gave love a beautiful name =) I'm grateful enough!

Peeps! Bitbit and I have finalized our wedding theme huuuuuuuu! Teruja kan? Nanti aku cerita ok?Nanti aku cari colour pallette. Basically, we chose to see these colours (Pink + Lilac + White) on our big day!

Semanis coklat.

2009-06-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

One word to describe life these days - Splendid!

Well, I'm undeniably going through a major busy phase of life. New semester as a postgraduate, new semester as a school teacher and and and a new phase as a fiance (awwww!i suka ok).

Talk about studies. I'm gonna only take 2 subjects this semester. I am seriously not keen on pushing myself up too high to complete my masters. Nanti result buruk, aku marah orang lain haha. Well, deciding to further my studies is already a bliss and a fortune. English language is something I love. I see this language in a very brownie way you know. Jadi tidak mengapalah kalau belajar lama2 pun (see I'm motivating myself here hoho!).

Work work work. Been missing my kids much enough for two weeks that I went to school with a wide smile though I had my first day of PMS haha! I'm energized to teach. It's more or less 3months to go before UPSR. Tsk. As a Head Panel of English subject, I need to make sure that English shows good percentage and as a class teacher of the smart kids, they must give me many many A's ok! Perlu bagi kata-kata perangsang dan bribery sikit untuk dapat good result ngeh ngeh. That's what we call reinforcement people ;) My time is mostly spent in school. Petang extra class. Malam extra class. Weekend juga.

Haih.

You see, when work is combined with studies, how could you possibly have a choice but to be less ambitious lah wehh. Karang aku amik 4 subject tak terkejar pulak. Pernah dengar peribahasa 'Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran'? Aku tak suka peribahasa tu. Bitbit is supportive. Family too, except for the fact I'll be staying in JB more than 2 years. It actually hurts my mom though she already warned me to stay in school less than 5 years! Hang in there mom. I'll try my best to get it over and done with.

Oh.

Let's talk about something sweet, shall we? I love the new phase I'm going through these days. Waking up in the morning, looking at the pretty ring, working over checklist, drawing all the planning in mind while getting ready to work - make me the happiest =) Teaching is tiring. Marking books and giving extra classes are killing. But it's all paid when I get to see my man at the end of each day (please don't puke I'm only engaged for 2 weeks ok haha). We have less arguments and I'm glad that I'm able to control my 360degrees moodswing (its hard but I manage so far). And after a long day with super messy hair and kilograms is showing good increasement (wtf wtf), he never fails to make me feel pretty still! Thank you for being the best.

Isk. Dia semanis coklat ok.

Behind the scene.

2009-06-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

Okay. Mari sambung.

For the room, I chose to paint the room with pearl white. Thanks to Adik (my baby sister) and Mom who worked hard one whole day to paint the room (mereka memang super women ok!). I am working far in JB, so I couldn't go back Kedah to help them out. Terima kasih sayangs! I also bought 10metres wall paper border to match with the curtain and the wall. Oh Mom bought bloody red curtain cloth to be tailored with white lace as the base. Imagine my room in white and red. Macam deco Puteri UMNO pun ada juga =p I got a matching bedsheet juga. Off white with red roses. Kan kan kan aku dah cakap bila colour daring, deco jadik over plak. Tapi sebenarnya aku rasa ok. haha.

The sarung cincin event was done on my mini dais. So, bilik itu cuma untuk tempat kawan2 yang super vain ambil gambar, bergosip dan bergelak ketawa sampai orang baca & amin doa pun tak dengar haha. And yes, we spent most of the photography session in the room macam2 pose buat tak cukup dengan baring2, pusing badan 180degrees pun pulun buat shgdtdbbssjk. But we had a total fun that day sampai penat amik gambar photographer maseh bersemangat hihi.

Speaking of a photographer, Bitbit and I agreed to hire my ex schoolmate at the very last minute. And we were satisfied with all the creative and perfect moments captured by her. I can't wait for our custom album to be ready next month oh! =) And ah, two of my darling girlfriends brought their giant and superb cameras also on that day which added to the colourful pictures of my beautiful day! Seronok ok dapat 2 photographers for free hehe. Thanks sweetness! Aku sayang korang semua ok.

The mini dais was done by Mr.Qamarul from Kaseh Boutique (one of the bridal boutiques in Alor Star). My mini dais was simple. The make up too. I wanted it to be simple that I refused to wear fake eye lashes wtf wtf haha. When he put it on my eyes, rasa macam ekor ayam pulak ada atas mata. Anyway, it's only an engagement day. So, I prefer my future mother-in-law to see the natural beauty in me eceyh. Ngeh ngeh. Okay2, aku suka macam tu. Kalau korang rasa pakai two layers of fake eye lashes pun apa salahnya kan? Pendapat and citarasa masing2 lah. Mungkin kahwin nanti, mata aku macam Rozita Che Wan, mana taw kan kan? ;p Okay cukup.

Muka lawa melampau macam nie kalau mekap burok pun terus jadik lawa tsk.

Both of us (Bitbit and I) agreed to wear silver on our Booking Day. We got our kain at Euromoda. To keep it simple and nice, I chose beaded silver chiffon for me and silver satin for Bitbit. We sent our kain and Bitbit's songket for tailoring 6 weeks before the day and yes, we love it to bits! For my veil, I still favour the long beaded chiffon. Nampak ayu sikit dari pakai yang singkat2. Mak bapak aku pun sejuk mata tengok anak dara dia orang sopan haha. I pestered my family and girlfriends to wear red. Thanks a million for willing to wear red walaupun ada yang menjerit bila aku decide red untuk korang haha. Bitbit's family and relatives were all in turqoise blue. The colour combination was sumpah cantek hehe!

Told ya, red and silver make a good pair haha.

I prepared 100 doorgifts for my guests. That also tells how many guests I had on that day, right? Well, Mom insisted to give Bunga Telur to all the guests. I told you, she's very traditional you see. So yeah, Bitbit and I bought white tulips bunga telur, 100 paper bags, 100 surah yasin (aku memang suka bagi surah yasin nie, at least dapat juga kutip pahala kalau orang baca malam2 Jumaat kan?siapa takmau dapat pahala free kan?), 70 sunkist oranges and 100 Ferrero Rocher chocolates. Bila aku list, nampak poyo pulak doorgifts macam2. Sebenarnya dalam paper bag tu aku letak surah yasin, bunga telur and orange. For Bitbit's family, relatives and my girlfriends, I put surah yasin, bunga telur and chocolates. The idea of the doorgifts was mostly by Mom. Tak baik lawan cakap mak kan haha.

The doorgifts are behind the girls. Mereka hanya tau posing saja haha.

The planning and the preparation seriously drove both of us up to the wall. We quarreled, argued and strangled each other like great enemies and ended up laughing hard after that. It was a fun and priceless memory for both of us. We've learnt each other's flaws and weaknesses. And I know, God must have had His own reasons for creating us for each other. I thank You for that =)

Feast your eyes on my gorgeous hantaran specially created for me by my Barbie =)

Interval.

2009-06-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

Aiceyh. Title macam lah tengok movie ada interval bagai. Haha.

Since I've started this new blog, I am glad to have found numerous new friends yay! Those who row the same boat with me, those who are getting hitched be it sooner or later, those who are as excited as I am- going nuts doing all the planning and the preparation and those who willingly go through the ups and downs just to make sure wide smiles will be plastered on the faces they love =) I am indeed super happy to get to be friends with these lovelies, really!

This year is the most hectic year for me, I must say. Workload and studies plus the major planning + preparation + shopping. Sumpah aku rasa give up kadang2. Tsk. Tapi Bitbit hari2 pesan semangat mesti kuat. So, I am trying my best to hang on that at times I feel like a moron struggling to breath haha.

I'm excited as well, to get to go through the whole process of getting married. Walaupun tak dilahirkan jadik wedding planner, kepala otak yang ambitious yang aku ada pun dah cukup buat aku berangan macam2 untuk wedding yang wayyy to go. Persiapan awal penting ok kawan2. We have started our major planning and shopping. We've made a looonnnggg (with capital L) checklist hehe. Tapi yang di crossed out kan cuma satu dua aja. tsk. Tungguuuuu..nanti aku cerita ok?

Eh eh, hari tu aku dah janji nak abiskan cerita hari tunang aku kan? So, biar satu2 ok. Semua nak cerita. Nanti korang confuse pulak baca. Biar aku sambung pasal cerita hari tunang dulu lah ok? ;p

The Ambitious Woman with Her Bestfriend.

2009-06-11T16:55:00.000+08:00

Welcome back people =)

More often than not, when we attend engagements or weddings, most of us would have thought 'Oh!Everytning went well and smooth sailing ya?' sambil mata and mulut macam mami jarum bersembang, jeling sana sini tengok pelamin, hantaran, baju pengantin, bunga telur @ door gifts, makanan, family pengantin semua kan kan? Isk. But but but, when you go through the whole process, you'll face certain hindrances (be it little or major) during the preparation. It's how you handle and face it to make sure you can widely smile on your big day.

Bitbit and I started our major shopping 2 months before our engagement (note that we finalized the date and all 3 months before ok?). After discussing with both parents, we decided to give 9-9 hantaran. We thought of 5-7 tapi apakan daya our parents love 9! Haha! Well, it's undeniably that we cracked our heads to think of stuffs to be put on the dulang. But with the help of our family and friends, we agreed to give these stuffs;

From his side:

Tepak sireh
Rings (Proposal and Engagement Rings)
Kain baju kurung
Lace for solemnization
Perfume set
Kain telekung
Cake
Fruits
Pulut kuning (my special request because his mother makes the best pulut kuning! ;p)

From my side:

Baju melayu for solemnization
Songket (sponsored by Mommy hoho!)
Shirt
Perfume set
Sejadah (sponsored by mommy too ;p ;p)
Fruits
Cake (sponsored by my bestie's big sister)
Pudding (sponsored by my childhood girlfriend)
A box of mixed Brownies (sponsored by my bestie)

If you noticed, many lovelies have sponsored most of my hantarans haha envy me baby =) That's what I'm telling you - I have the best people around me! (Ayat poyo juga perlu satu dua).

I chose white and cilli red as the theme for my side. I always adore the touch of white and red roses plus baby's breath on hantaran. The colour combination is amazingly pretty kan kan? So, I ordered 250 fresh white and red roses for my hantaran and I chose this pretty girl;

to make my dream hantaran come true! With the help of my other darlings, I woke up in the morning and saw these! Hehe =)

To my Lynda - I owe you big time Barbie! God knows and you do too that I'm not as creative as you. I was not born with magic hands. But I don't mind having sleepless nights to help you out to make your English Colonial Booking Day a success, I promise! Thanks to you and Tasha who slept at 5.00a.m. and woke up at 6.30 a.m. to make sure I looked awesome on my Booking Day! I love you girls muchos, really.

On the other hand, my Bitbit chose to have white daisies on his hantaran. Since his mom was going to do the hantaran, we bought fake daisies at SSF. (takkan lah mama dia kena bersengkang mata pulak mengadap fresh flowers kan?Kejam sangat tuh!;p) We only ordered fresh daisies for tepak sireh and rings - untuk nampak sweet touch you see? =) Overall, we were very very satisfied with the hantaran deco! It feels really good when you get to see what you really want right? Kepuasan itu penting. Haha.

Nanti kemudian hari, aku tulis pasal preparation lain pula ok?

The Process.

2009-06-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

Well, I finally got engaged on June 6th, 2009! Teeheehee =)

Alhamdulillah, God has answered our prayers to another step of leading better days in the future together. I'm glad that the day went as how I wanted it to be (though there were some rough moments I had to go through at the very last minute - hey, I'm dramatic remember? ;p)

The planning and preparation started in March. The proposal, the meet-the-parents process, the shopping. It all came at one time. (However, Bitbit has already met my parents earlier to propose his idea of booking their daughter =) and I thank God for lending this man to be part of my life in this pretty world!). It's only an engagement. So, I didn't expect a major preparation. Mom is a traditional woman. Dad is more open-minded I would say. So, the planning became a bit hard as our ideas and suggestions went against each other's. But yeah, all parents want the best for their children. So, since I have the best ones in the world, I got to have an engagement day of my own dream =) - Aku keras kepala apa nak buat haha.

Initially, there were only 3 things in my mind; Hantaran, Baju, Rings. Kononlah 3 kan. Konon. Gradually, the preparation list became longer day by day. Our little notebook that we used for listing and scratching ideas was jungled up by our endless lists and ambitious thoughts hehe. I'll write about the preparation soon - just as a guidance for all of us (mana tau boleh membantu ramai orang.tsk.ikhlas nie ok).

Tunggu ya?

Booked!

2009-06-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

Oh hey hey!

(Warning : I'm in a super over excited mood. So bear with all the exclamation marks ya! ;p )

I'm finally engaged! Yayyyy! I'm glad that everything went really well despite all the grumbles and whines I made - hey, I'm dramatic, remember? ;p I'm also thankful to be gifted a man of my dream to be beside me all the way. And ultimately, to be having a wonderful family and superb besties - who came all the way to be with me, who took days off to help me out, who slept over at my place just to make sure I'd be in an extremely well condition. Thank you thank you! =)

I am still waiting for the gorgeous pictures from my photographer. Tunggu ya people?

Anyway, I'm still at home, spending the rest of the school holidays with my loved ones. Bitbit went back to JB this morning and will be back again this Thursday to get a few things settled and also to fetch his pretty princess lah kan hahaha! We'll be dropping by KL to do some major shopping and I truly can't wait for the day to come. I'm hoping to see my another bestie also who couldn't make it to my engagement (oh sayang, you owe me one great lunch together lah to goss around!).

Wedding is way to go but Bitbit and I decided to start planning the preparation so that we won't go nuts! But hey, I've started my monthly spa, facial, and slimming (??? oh yes I extremely need it haha!) treatment since last month. Thank you to Bitbit for being so generous! ;p ;p

Wait for next updates ya kawan - kawan! Lovs and hugs.

Errr..hello?

2009-05-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Aaaahhh.

It feels so good to be back again. In writing specifically. So, hello again people. Numerous lovelies have been asking why I deleted off my blog. Awww, that was sweet I must admit for having those beautiful people who willingly become my loyal readers. Thank you sweetness! =) It took me some time to produce a new one. And and, I had an ample time to think and decide whether or not I should continue blogging. It's frustrating to know that some God's creations have become so hard-headed, twisting the lines in my writing to go around gossiping and bitching like noone's business. Pathetic yo. Tsk. (Macam blog aku famous nak dicerita dekat orang tak kena mengena bagai wtf). While some, making some of my entries as huge issues to be talked about during coffee-ing with people who are strangers in my life stgdbdhdhjkstf.

Oh well.

Life ain't pretty without these people right, right? ;p So peeps, enjoy devouring your eyes on my cookie stories and dramas ok. And ah, I'm having my booking day soon! Huuuuuuuu God I'm all nervous and excited! Incik Bitbit and I are praying hard that everything will fall on its right place. Help us praying as well ya? =) We've been cracking our heads since March to make our first getting-the-rings-oh-oh day go all flowy and pretty!

Till then earthlings. Lov.Lov.