A Long Post to Farewell January.

Warning, I've uploaded tons of mushy piccies. If you feel like throwing up, feel free to leave the page ok? ;p

This is an outdated post actually. I hate the fact that I can't be consistent in updating my beloved blog. Ergh. Anyway, since this week is coming to an end and since I'm gonna have a week off, I've decided to put the workload aside to enjoy my short break this CNY! Awww, come quick baby! I can't wait to indulge myself with super scrumptious food, and endless chitchats with my parents and siblings! =)

Anyway, hubby read my blog *ehem* and decided to bring me to Genting during Thaipusam. Yayy! I was beladi excited ok. I don't really fancy rides. But I've been to Movie World which has the scariest Superman ride, Dreamworld which has all the scary rides and Sea World with those crazy rides that make you all wet. And I think it's such a waste if you don't try the rides when you pay for the expensive tickets, kan. So, when we reached Genting, despite how I dreaded to try all the rides, I still did. Haha. Takkan bayar RM44, nak makan angin sejuk sepoi2 je kan? Jadi, hubby paksa I try rides yang konon2 scary nyehehe. We only went exploring the outdoor park sebab indoor banyak rides budak2 yang I dah try dengan perempuan kesayangan, Lynda.
Come come feast your eyes tengok gambar perasan I ok? I wanted to buy those piccies taken masa naik rides tu. Tapi muka I macam kucing hodoh tersepit and hubby muka cool senyum terus tak jadi beli. Hubster asyik paksa nak beli gambar2 tu konon boleh frame and letak kat rumah tapi I tak sanggup orang tengok muka I macam nak tercabut kepala. Ngeh.

Teruja kan muka I hehe. Abaikan mata I yang sembap dan eyebag yang hodoh akibat dari tidur yang kurang. Please bagitau I macam mana nak hilangkan eyebags :(

Getting rid of my much loved paparazzi ;) Dia suka candid gambar I walaupun hakikatnya I tak fotogenik langsung. Ergh.


Nampak muka jejaka idaman yang cuak? ;p

Eheeeee =)


Ada gaya archer? ;p


Hasil tembakan kami yang lintang pukang. Ngeh ngeh.
Nie konon2 nak try bagi dapat teddy bear yang gabak2 gantung tapi usaha beliau gagal. Haih. Next time bebi, next time ok?


Ok, I tak ikhlas gila naik ride corkscrew nie. Dah lama tak pusing, rasa nak muntah hijau lepas naik. Siku pun lebam. Isk.

We went out from the theme park at 3. Mind you, kami dah berada di Genting dari pukul 8 pg. Semangat you. Haha. jadi, pukul 2 tu I dah macam sayur and basah sebab naik water rides. So, I dragged him balik. Rushed to pick my bestie, Tash sebab dah janji nak dating. Awwww, we had so much to update in so little time. Tapi managed sampaikan semua gosip terhangat jengjengjeng kepada beliau and listened to her latest gosses! Love you bebe. And looking forward to see you again ok?

Pretty bukan dia? Single lagi. Jadi, kalau nak berkenalan boleh aja dong! ;p Haha.

The next day, suami melayan perangai mengidam I tak habis2 makan Ayam Pop dekat Restoran Sari Ratu. Pukul 11 pg dah terpacak depan restoran nie. Kawan2, cuba makan Ayam Pop nie. Sumpah lazat ok.


And sebelum bergerak pulang ke JB, *sobsob* I dropped by jumpa perempuan kesayangan yang akan jadi isteri orang 2 minggu lagi awwwww can't wait baby! After convincing her that her dress is gorjes and everything is fine, dah peluk cium dan pesan suruh dia control makan haha dan tidur cukup, I pun pulang ke negeri mencari rezeki. Haih. *My trip to KL was incomplete since I didn't get to see my bestie, Lynda yang selalunya punya habit mengidam macam I sebab perempuan ini sedang bercanda di Krabi bersama jejaka idaman beliau. Tsk.

Hope February treats me well. And I have a few weddings to attend. Ashylla a.k.a Hiddenwing, I'm sure coming to your wedding on V-Day. Your wedding card is gorjes! Good luck ok? My heartiest congratulations to AmyMizzunderstood (I've been reading her blog since her wed ticker showed 'another 1 year and bla bla' and now tinggal few days je lagi!Congrats Amy!) and other February brides, congratulations ya! May your marriage is blessed by God's unconditional love! =) Amin.

Men Vs. Women

Watch this. It's funny but true indeed =D

Hey Superhero.

Hubby flew off to KL a few hours ago :( Malam nie I tidur tiada bolster yang best :( Dia baru tinggal berapa jam I dah meroyan tatau nak buat apa kat rumah walaupun hakikatnya I ada submission assignment yang I belum mula thank you. My mind can't focus. I miss him already. And I never hated Sunday before but now I do. This is the worst Sunday ever and that is because my sunshine is away :( ** Okay banyak pulak emoticon sedih.

Kalau dipikirkan, Diah lagi patut sedih sebab 6 bulan jauh dari hubby. Jasmin yang jadi weekend wife. Lynda yang kadang2 kena tinggal berhari2 sebab hubby meeting abroad. Tapi I kena tinggal sekejap and cuma pergi KL dah serupa orang tak betul. Tak baik kan. Kena bersabar. :( Some people say mengada la tu. Tapi, get married first and you'll know how painful it is to be parted from your other half. Macam sebelah badan gone tau tak? Kalau taktau jgn pandai2 cakap orang mengada eventhough I tau I mengada haha.

Baby, if you're not busy and if you get to read this, come back quick ok. Jangan tinggal I lama2. Buat apa beli queen bed kalau biar I tidur sorang2 :( I miss you terribly. Jadi I akan put up banyak gambar so that you pun rindu and balik cepat.

The pictures were taken at his cousin's wedding at Dewan Tabung Haji, Penang. Gorjes kan the bride and the groom? Sama padan betul. Mereka pulang ke Malaysia untuk kawen sebab dua2 kerja di Melbourne. Kalau tengok dekat2 perasan tak my hubby's chin cam melecur? Tu semua angkara I laa buat onar. Memang bukan calon isteri yang bagus. Seumur hidup tak penah buat coffee. Jadi bila kawen and coffee is his daily dosage, I cuba buat and first time buat guna air panas semua dia minum dengan lahap habis mulut melecur. Kesian kan. Mak I tengok terus rasa nak tibai I. Ngeh. Tapi sekarang sudah expert buat kopi ok. Bukan yang 3in1.

Nie di Sunway mengidam nak makan Ole-ole Bali and makan sampai perut bloated hehe. Kesan melecur yang makin obvious after a few days. Tsk. I asyik paksa dia amik gambar sebab self esteem dia low gila sebab dagu melecur.

Baby, your fav pics! Nie a few days after I cut my hair. Ergh. I dreaded my new hair tapi dia lah satu2nya yang asyik cakap cantik rambut you macam nie baru style. Erk. I look like orang sakai. Sekarang rambut dah makin panjang lagi lah messy. Wedding bestfriend I dah dekat. I'm thinking of getting a new hairdo. Perlu nampak fabulous ok. Haha.

Sayang, I tau you pergi mencari rezeki. So I akan tunggu you balik. In the mean time, I'll occupy myself with assignments and readings for my quiz. Come back coz you've promised me awesome treats after assignments submission. Thaipusam is coming soon. And that means a short hols for us. And that also means we can have a short getaway kan? Balik ok? :( Sebab I dah mengidam. Bukan pregnant. Mengidam sebab nak gemuk lagi. Ngeh.

You know how I love eating this like nobody's business right. Especially kat TGI. Nyums.

Ayam pop kat Restoran Sari Ratu yang buat I crave like a pregnant woman.


Nie fav kita. Though kita dah janji nak diet tapi sekali sekala apa salahnya kan kan? ;p

Sepanjang umur hidup I, hanya sekali I sampai di sini dengan bestfriend I, Lynda. Main macam orang jakun. Thaipusam nie, you bawak I kita main semua rides ok?

I miss you. Okay, dah banyak kali cakap. I know you get that. ;)

Awww, baby you're hot.

I love this version sebab ada si Luna Maya yang hawt.

Come Sunday and I'll be left alone. Hubby will be off to KL for few days. When he told me the news, I wasn't ready to hear that. It broke my heart. It's pretty hard to realize that Sunday is just few days to go. Half of me don't want him to go. Tapi rezeki Tuhan yang bagi bukan? Kalau tak bersyukur nanti Tuhan tarik balik. God, give us good news ok? Give what's best for us. I know You'll never disappoint us, God. Amin.

I hate to feel so messed up when assignments submission and quizzes are piled up. I can't wait to see my TashTash this weekend. Perhaps, she can make me feel better again :(


* I sekarang sedang tertekan sebab kena stay up untuk assignment 12 pages dan I baru masuk page 4 erghh hubby is sleeping soundly pffftttt! Sudah banyak hari tidur tak tentu arah sebab itulah saya dah tak upload gambar terbaru. I have panda eyes already :( Dengan rambut baru yang messy, badan yang semakin macam belon, saya sedar diri.

Breaking breaking down.

I'm breaking down. I'm drained and hell frustrated. The first week was hectic. Coping up with campus, married and working life which come together. Hubby keeps telling that I'll manage soon. And how soon is soon? Ergh. The third day of this second week - I'm already feeling like a mad cow. The married life is good, hehe. That's the only thing I enjoy myself goin through it. Campus life. Oh well, who likes assignments, quizzes and exams anyway? ;p But I'm coping with it pretty well. My fav girls in campus and myself are playful in class. We also find ways and time to have fun. But God never fails to save us from drowning due to endless chitchats and gossips and stupid plans to hav fun *ehemm* Hope He always will =)

Work - disastrous I shall say. Some obnoxious fellas just think by having this term called seniority they can dump everything on you stu*cough*pid*cough*ass*hole*cough. Blame my hormones. I've started to become cranky already. Sheeesh. And having three days of classes at UTM from 4 to 7 and two days to train my netball team at school, 30 periods of teaching which always make my feet shaking and my tummy growling, being the class teacher of those intelligent kids who won't stop talking, being the Panel Head of English who has to prepare the exam papers and worksheet for Yr 6 every week - tell me how could I not break down after getting a 'new' extra workload which is not related to me at all and the filing is horrendous I tell you! Kena siap file gemuk2. Time nie serious I rasa I perlu berguru dengan kerani2 yang memang hebat bab2 filing nie.

I malas nanti I maki hamun di sini, semua orang lari tak mau baca blog I lagi. Okay, I dah rasa ok sikit. I miss updating what I do recently and I miss reading you people's blogs. Tapi otak I dah lembik dan tak berfungsi after 8pm. I akan tidur ternganga haha sambil si suami mithali I sapu minyak dekat kaki *ya I memang mcm org tua sakit osteoporosis* Sumpah letih. Mungkin I perlu ambil jamu atau minum kacip fatimah pula lepas nie. Ergh. Kawan2, bagi I idea macam mana nak bagi body I kuat dan cergas dan sehat? I've started to feel like a rotten vege already :(

Come baby come!

Just had dinner bersama suami terchenta hasil air tangan I of course. Hiks. Hanya beberapa jam saja lagi Tahun 2010 akan datang. Suami awal2 lagi dah cakap celebrate di rumah saja depan TV tengok team Arsenal yang beliau puja lawan dengan team lembik jadi sudah pasti akan menang kan. Isk. Kejap lagi mungkin akan bawa I keluar jalan2 untuk makan favourite ice cream. Adoilaa. Sejak kawen nie, beliau memang liat mau keluar rumah. Lain dengan I yang memang kaki jalan haha. Johor tak ada istilah cuti umum untuk New year. Tapi tempat kerja suami mmg suka bersosial haha jadi beliau cuti esok I kena pergi meeting Jentera UPSR wtf wtf. Sabar jelah. Bila tahun baru nak masuk, I pun gediklah buat new year resolution ewahh.

Sudah lama bercita2 mahu mendapatkan buku cerita dari author yang awesome ini. I didn't read many books this year. Only P/S: I Love You and Thank You for the Memories. And both were amazingly great. Read and you'll know how wonderful Ahern is. I hope I can read more books in 2010. Not those Academic journals and articles. Ngeh. Those are not included of course. I mean reading for leisure. Siapa mahu hadiahkan I buku ini? I cari di MPH sini tak jumpa.

Bila status dah bertukar, pekerjaan pun dah tukar jadi tukang masak. Nyehehe. Sebelum nie I memang tak suka masak. Eh bukan, cuma tak pandai jadi the urge to cook memang harapan lah. Tapi bila kawen, automatically sedar diri yang kalau nak mengorat suami perlu mula dari perut beliau. Betulkah? Lepas kawen, I cuba masak dinner setiap malam. Suami suka lauk yang simple tapi simple pun I terkedek2 masak. Call org sana sini. Google macam2. Mujur dia tak banyak complaint. I hope 2010 nanti I akan jadi tukang masak yang hebat. Cakap saja apa mau makan, siaappppp! Haha.

Dari sekolah rendah, cita2 I hanya satu. Mau jadi macam makcik I yang sekarang seorang Prof dan berjaya mendidik anak2 jadi brilliant! Masih ingat betapa beliau terkejar2 mengurus anak2 sambil belajar dan kerja, urus suami yang asyik travel abroad. I teringin amat jadi macam beliau sampai lah I sendiri sambung belajar baru I tau peritnya hidup. I'm exaggerating already ;p Tapi sungguh, kerja sambil belajar sambil urus rumah tangga memang memenatkan. Ni belum ada baby. Tapi I percaya semua tu akan terbayar satu hari nanti. I pun tak pasti bila I akan habis masters degree nie. Terkedek2 nak habiskan setiap semester. Tapi bila result memberangsangkan I jadi semangat. Alhamdulillah, moga Tuhan permudahkan semuanya. Amin =)

Harapan yang satu ini memang sukar betul nak realisasikan OMG my BM is bloody good! Haha. Setiap kali berazam, ada saja makanan2 yang membuat saya kecur air liur. Heee. Hubby tak habis2 goda dengan makanan2 yang lazat. Jadi macam mana? Esok dah 2010. Perlu lebih kuat tahan nafsu dan makan makanan *ehem* berkhasiat sahaja *ehem*.

Dan yang paling ultimate sudah pasti mau satu family yang happy! I mahu jadi isteri mithali dan ibu pada anak2 yang gorjes dan hebat. Amin. I mahu buat family happy. Biar tak kaya raya pakai Ferrari tak ada rumah 3 tingkat asal cukup makan pakai, pelajaran dan yang paling penting adab dan akhlak mereka perlu bagus. Mak bapak I selalu pesan, duit banyak tak penting tapi make sure pelajaran anak2 terjaga jadi mereka boleh belajar cari duit sendiri dan belajar untuk hidup senang sendiri. Moga2 suami I juga boleh jadi Ayah terbaik untuk anak2 dan suami mithali untuk I. Amin.

Selamat Tahun Baru people! I doakan yang baik2 saja untuk kamu semua. =D

Falling Out.

I had been in and out of a few relationships before I settled down. Three to be exact excluded my hubby. And I used to love those guys, I mean, boys when I dated them. I started this so called puppy love when I was 15. Haha, gatal I know. Each relationship has its own stories you know. Well, I love to have a bit of dramas just to feel how thrilling it would be. I wallowed in the deep shit pits a few times, cried my heart out, got myself bloody fat due to endless glutony-gobbling activity, wasted some moolah for shopping with my girlfriends and hung out with great bunches of new and old friends - what I did when the relationship ended. Some may say it's pathetic. But hey, everyone has their own way to heal and get their brain well-fixed again you see. No doubt, each relationship left a few thick scars in my heart even if I was the one who walked out of the relationship. Imagine you've been together for a few years or months like 'Hey, he's the one' and later you find that the love has faded away and he's no longer the one you want. And you both become strangers to each other. Ouch. That hurts. But yeah, that's the reality.

The first one was 3 years older. So, basically he witnessed how I grew up my teenage years. We ended the relationship after 3 or 4 years? Things were not on our side. And I guess he doesn't have balls to come up and be honest. So, why bother having that kind of man right? I'm mean. But he's so much more than that. Things were quite complicated and I choose not to walk down the memory lane anymore haha. He's married I suppose. I have no idea where he is now and I hope he's blessed by God with wife and beautiful kids. Amin.

The second one was 2 years older. We quarreled like monkeys and sometimes felt like strangling each other but we were together for 3 years! Hah! He's like a good friend you can share everything with and he's mysterious everyone said so. He's quiet. He plays guitar. And he's bloody brilliant in drawing. But I don't need those qualities to make him my life partner. Hehe. He's a nice guy, really. Many said we looked alike when we were in college. He's like the man version of me. Haha. So he's gorgeous for sure hahahahha. But ever heard of falling out of love? I had that. Perhaps both of us felt the same. So I decided to call it off through phone call. Bukan kejam but I was in Brisbane and he was in Sydney. It was painful still coz I was all alone without my family and bestfriends around. But later on I learnt that I could survive strongly and independently and become a better individual.

The third one was a few months older haha. Well, it was just a short one. A few months. I wouldn't call it a serious relationship. It was more to rebound. You know, you broke up and got someone new simply just to occupy your time. Mungkinlah. But the scar I had for this short relationship was the worst. I have no idea why it took me quite sometime to get over it. But Alhamdulillah, God knows well.

And and and...the last one is my pujaan hati =) The one I decided to marry and to spend my life with. He's my bestfriend. I talk to him about almost everything. And he never fails to listen attentively. He's a man. A great one. He has a big heart and he loves me like nobody's business haha. He, who would go all the way to feed my crazy tummy each time I crave like a pregnant woman. He, who always hugs me tight to sleep and kisses me on my forehead when he comes home from work. He, who keeps my ugly passport photo in his wallet and shows off to his colleagues erghhh ;p And he, who has been with me through my ups and downs, witnessing how hard I work to get over my rollercoaster life and still chooses to be with me. Thank you sayang. Let's grow old and get fat together ok? I love you.